I was randomly browsing through my msn contact list when i saw one of my beloved friend’s nick.  (shall not name the person or they are gonna couple-corner me again) *shiverrrrs* LAUGHS. I just find these people being in love. It some how makes me happy too. its just really cute. its like you can sense the innocence in a pure, simple relationship, when 2 sees a great future ahead of them. aint it just so sweet?

On the contrary,  it makes me feel so painful whenever i see a couple falling apart, its sad. i mean like they once felt so in love and so blissful, but no matter how much they cherish each other, something is gonna happen and break them apart. dont you think it breaks your heart to see a couple like that?

ok, i think my different colour thing is like annoying. ;D but its suppose to show my different mood. LOL im so full of crap. so in conclusion, ok, idk .___>

oh yes, my day was really trashed. i definately wasnt angry neither did i blame you guys. its just painful to know that your very own friends wont listen to you. i felt like an incompetent loser. it was awful. thankyou rain for helping me <3 it was really nice of you. and im sorry guys for walking off like that. i didnt wanna break down in front of you. it would be horrid. D: haha im such a loser. DAMN. 

thank you poopie and shimin for running after me. it sure was embarrassing but i understand you guys meant well. thankyou girls.

and thankyou raymond for your kind words. i totally appreciate it. thanks! and glad your week had turned for the better.

i told you life will turnout

better after sufferings! :D

CHEERS.  (oh and happy birthday my baby mahjong <3 )