i have been feeling rather poop-ed recently, idk why either. im really sorry to my parents for having that asshole attitude recently.. idk what gotten into me too. i just feel so small and weak and helpless. well, seriously im utterly disappointed in myself. although elysia and leonard kept stressing that he didnt mean it and that its full of crap, that has been circulatng around my head? am i really such a bitch? well, in that case, i will never step into your life again. why make 2 lifes miserable when i can be the only one miserable? forget it, im just some life-intruder anw. and i cant believe you see me as being guo fen. well, maybe my jokes gone too far. i sincerely apologise. D:

hazel's self esteem - 10%