ah. i once heard a venerable saying this ''it is human nature for ppl to do stuff for the opposite sex. they will do it more willingly than to for the same gender.''


i do agree with that. but i wanted to prove it wrong. well at least for the ''straight' ppl.. =/ why is life simply so practical? well at least for me.


you fall in love and then you long to fall out. and when u fall out you long to fall in again. uh. this is just dumb. well.. along the days. i learnt. learnt loads.

but something just wont change. im always looking for something. or maybe someone. someone who simply dont exist. its all circulating around the word, imagination.
because of that deadly word, bad choices are made. ah damn. its just dumb.


why must my life be circulating around this same old word? i just wanna leave these crap behind and focus! but things just go the wrong way. i noe what i have to do. i noe what are the right choices. its all my fault to pamper myself way too much.