hahars sadly, i think im stupid. dead stupid.

why cant i ever not fall into those eff-ing traps.?

whats wrong? say it with me. ''hazel you are dead STUPID''

now. why must i have the freaking never say die spirit?

why will i never give up hope on dumb things.

when ive decided to give up. YOU appear.

i dont blame u. i blame myself for the lack of self discipline.



i blame myself for the insecurity i get.
i blame myself for being reliant on you.
i blame myself for created unwantedd troubles
i blame myself for being a busybody
i blame myself for trespassing
i blame myself for not fitting in
i blame myself for not having the courage to leave
i blame myself for being a idiot.


lols. i shall end with the word FUCK


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