out of a sudden i wondered...

if life here is the same as the life in Jonas' community, how would it be?

living life in sameness...

would jonas regret after he arrive in our world with least amount of sameness and loads of choices?

would he enjoy experiencing love of all kinds, parents love, friends love and spouse love?

would he enjoy choosing his future?

would he enjoy happiness; fear; anxious; surprises; grief?

would he enjoy feeling silly?

would he cry when his love ones die?

would he laugh at a funny joke?

would his heart ache when someone important to him leaves?

would he feel confuse when the thing he keen for most simply wont be his?

would he learn to accept things?

would he learn to cherish?

what would i be if i went to jonas' community?

would i enjoy not making choices?

would i enjoy sameness?

would i enjoy not experiencing love, grief, joy, fear, keen-ess?

would i be happy?

would like be better than what it is now?

many people told me that i think way too much.. but this has been me, since i was young.. ponder ponder ponder. i care way too much. i think soo much. its a miracle that i am grey hair-less! xDD

sometimes i wonder, do i belong to an asylum?






LIFE, define it for me (:?