and, ELLOO~!

hahars it has been 11 days since i've blog.. many things happened in this 1 week plus and well i must say, i've grown up kinda loads.. heh. IM SERIOUS LUH! now, i study every nite ok. almost every nite for 1-2 hours. lols its kinda short but well... yeah. i've decided on not touching my books on fri nites cos even guaikias need breaks rite? i mean like, i dont think lai hong studies everyday rite? and i dont think einstien did that too rite? so yeap. and im not studying just becos there is test the next day alrite!

heh. enough or guaikia-ness, hehee actually im trying really hard to stop myself from falling for anyone. but, when i've decided to really not, this certain stooopid person came. arrrgh and now im in another love prob.. GAWD! HAZEL ANG~~~ wakakakkas. i guess i shouldnt commit into this 1 barh. my intuition tells me that he aint the right guy, yet. i feel kinda F-ed up as i kept compairing. i hate compairing my ex with every other guy who likes me. and somehow i could only think about his good points and the new guys bad point. its killing me! urrrgh. well, i guess i'll need to work on it bah.

its a freaking boring post but i'll have to continue. i need a place to express my tots. LOL! and trust me. the guy is really cute.muahahhars. sadly. its fate bah. haiyaiyaiyai. x3 hazel cannot fa hua chi lers! x{

ok la. enough of the love stuff le. i'll just have to remind myself that it aint nothing and i dont like him.. YEAp! i dont like him. yes yes. xD shit. im going into that topic again. oh yesyes, im not going to be a wushu in like 4 days! gawd. its sooo fast. im not exactly happy nor sad. so yeah. LOL im tired. YAWNS!