Remember the time where a prefect with a pigtail on each side of her head walks up to you and say ''you are not allowed to eat here!'' she would press her tender brows together and poke her arms into her hip.


yeap, thats the typical scene you would see in a primary school. the prefects were just like policemen, we seek justice. simple as that.

but as you move up the ladder and reach sec sch, the girl with pigtails start to care more about her social circle, her cool-o-meter, her appearance, every other redundant things that use to mean nothing to her when she was in primary school.

look at the prefectorial board in general. look where we are heading. I've been trying so hard to make the PB cooler, thus the prefects can be easily accepted in their ''social circle''. i allowed the girls to have the luxury to have longer fringe, something that wasn't allowed. i encourage the boys to look hip, something people think prefects aren't. We care so much about being accepted that we forgot all about what we were originally for. I agree that secondary school students ain't as easy to handle than the kids. but aren't we previously about discipline?what happened to that?

a sec one prefect text me today and told me she saw a few sec 5s eating outside the canteen. they didnt know what to do. i did not reply. she later told me she and another 2 prefects went up to get them to move away. i thought it was really couragous of them. what happened to that? why am i no longer doing it? guess i lost it along the way.

lol bright and shiny sounds like some diamonds! or cheaper stuff like metals -.- a piece of aluminium that you can easily get from the science lab. and then you can dunk the pathetic piece of semi-glossy aluminium into a test tube filled with acid. blah blah blah. okay, i miss chem practicals! its always sooo cool! haha especially with mr amit around, we get to do crazy stuff! S: that reminds me, the other day during practical, brian ang was the mega ball-ess boy. (notice i used boy HAHA) HE DIDNT DARE LIGHT A BURNING SPLINT AND PUT IT INTO THE TEST TUBE FILLED WITH ''FUMING'' CALCIUM SMTH! lol i was so affected. i grabbed it and successfully carried the experiment out. LUCKY NEVER PAISEH. lol :D


damn, that wasnt what i meant to blog about! i actually wanted to talk about people's pm on msn. well. since it says PERSONAL message, people tend to get PERSONAL but ironically, ur PERSONAL message can be seen by everybody and anybody under ur contact list. so much for being PERSONAL. haha siao. T.T

so anyway. as i was saying, i notice there is trend with pms!
1. the act kawaii ones - iie miss eu and iie lurb eu. iie will be waitin ferr eu de dear <3
2. the getting a little personal one - imy imy. ily ily. i miss the time we had @ nite under the stars. (like what? i dont wanna know what u did under the stars! HAHA)
3. the ones who use bombastic words - (i simply dont get them. did they like check the dictionary for every single word they used?!)
4. the random cannot make sense ones - spamed &^Q#&Q^$Q{UQ@QW*QE$ (well yeah, thats me)

HAHA alright. people, if you tend to see something familiar, it is simply coincidence . please do not kill me. :D because ilyilyilyily.

HAHAHA siaoooo

i was just wondering, if only we can have 32h a day for days before exams! HAHA


i mean like you see, it is almost impossible to get anything into my head 1 month before the exam. (i noe focus focus focus) is it even possible to focus?


been trying hard to complete a comprehension practice. i have been convincing myself that it is sooo short. i can easily finish it in a blink of an eye. but reality check. i cant man. LOL i cant even sit still and get it over and done with.

ANNOYING MONKEY. i wonder if teyzeeyee really went to snoop around f1. HAHA damnit. should have tagged along. I CANT GET ANYTHING INTO MY HEAD! and i really wanna celebrate halloween. D; gahhh. guess i'll have to wait for 2 more years. so i can go have fun w/o feeling so guilty (ps.there's o lvl nxt yr)

oh and i dunno why, but i just love blogging nonsense. like random thoughts. it amuses me when the alphabets appear infront of the screen as you push the buttons down. GEDDIT?! haha

firstly, i have no idea why am i awake at this time. .___.

haha i woke up feeling like i've never even slept. as i fell asleep while staring into space, and woke up at 4 to off my lights. (i think) then i went back to sleep and i woke up suddenly telling my mum i wanna study, and here. I AM. hahaha.!


anyway, the main point im here NOW. its because i have an urgent news to share. HAHA well.. i was facebooking, and i came across my pri sch friend's fb. so i clicked and looked at her pics. at the point where i felt so bored, so dead, i saw a spark of light! (somehow.) LOL THIS REALLY HOT GUY WHO USE TO BE FROM MY SCHOOL WAS IN ONE OF HER PICTURE. somehow. cos i cant remember how that guy looked like in pri sch u see. but he is really hot nowadays. HAHAHAH

don't all me a heartless freak cos i can't remember how he looked like. he is 1 yr my senior. so i didnt really care. HAHA but he had a really unique name, so there you go.!

i wanted to add him, but paiseh lah. HAHAH like some random sicko freak. WAHAHAH ohwell, so much for hot guy from bwps. LOLLOL


OPPSY

i pray that this is just another period of pms.

i feel horrid and it is plain shit. all i want and all i care is apparently, one thing. the more i time i spend thinking, the more i think im going crazy.


IM TURNING INTO A SENSITIVE, CRAZY, WEIRD, ABSOLUTE LUNATIC. and im not kidding.

somebody save me. although its obvious i need no hero, just you.



Oh well, hey im sad. guess you've just broke your difficult promise.


c00l.

according to an outdated 8 days:

fat. babe. nerd. cute. weird. lame

are simply labels.

in fact, people who say they don't care are people who are putting up a strongfront. while people who say 'hey, im hurt. i do care!' are people who are true to themselves. lastly, people who say 'i don't care, but i do not like people who label me before getting to know me' are simply a bunch of actorrrrs/actresssessss

oh yes. i've just set my own backside on fire. LOL ironically, those who are always claiming they dont care about labels but don't like people to label them before getting to know them are in the acting industry. so, they ARE actors and actresses.

INTERESTING HUH!

& my wound hurts big time! damnit!

OH SHIT. this is really frustrating.

i dunno what to do.


GET ONLINE!

darn it. HAHA

i was happily (ok not quite) doing my last minute amaths long-lost homework while listening to my fave radio station, 987. then SUDDENLY, this weird squeeky voice appeared. and the way she speak, IS ANNOYING!

''if you wanna assss a girl out''

girl, i dont wanna assss a girl out. ;P

had dance, and i swear im dying. thank god there isnt dance tomorrow! BWAHAHAHA!

once again, i pulled my hamstring (think i pulled it last wk! ) darn painful ok. >< cant even stretch properly. BLOOOODYYYY D;

HOWEVER, ON A LIGHTER NOTE. im going for the school's photoshoot tomorrow! OH YEAHH~
lol how exciting okay! alright. not convincing. im just dead tired lah! URGHHH



i wonder how's life on the mountain today. lol. did it rain? :D

firsly, I HELPED A BLIND FIND HER SPOT!

HAHA! i swear you will feel like a superhero after helping someone with big deeds . like seriously! you feel overwhelmed!

&& i finally know why mr incredible wants to be a superhero so badly! haha



and because of that,i realise how shallow a human's life is. here we are moving from places to places having fun, complaining that our shoes dont match our socks, people are having trouble to even see a single thing!

and its frustrating to see some f*ckers misleading a blind. c'mon. she is blind okay. how much more helpless can she be. first, some asshole led her to the bus stop when she wanted to go to the mrt station. excuse me. are u deaf or are you plain stupid? i hope you're deaf. so that at least we know you cant hear, but not that you're just not in the mood of helping.

secondly, some idiot stopped her from going into the shopping centre. now wat? blinds are not allowed in shopping centres? whats next? girls in shorts are not allow in shopping centres as they are dressed too skimpily? WTH.

thirdly, this man who tried to help her down the steps knocked her heavy luggage onto her legs. well, we appreciate you trying to help a handicap, but hello. can you be a little more thoughtful? it hurts okay. at least apologise? so now handicaps dont deserve apologies?

schools should really focus more on giving a helping hand, instead of maths and science and every other shit. i find it ironic to get some inconsiderate, selfish educators to spread the message of helping others. seriously, do you think it works?

2 lessons of CE per week, are you sure its enough? especially when CEs are usually converted into extra maths lessons or lecture lessons. stupid right? whats the point people?

why is the world so materialistic? what is singapore going to become in years to come? so what if we have the best in brains. what about our heart? what about love? does money mean so much? what about compassion?

i dunno what i was thinking. i cant believe i went into blogs which i noe will infuriate me. its like digging my own grave +__+ like wth. really unfriendly people. *sticks out tongue*

oh and monday was a torture! i slept at 2.30 (and suppose to wake up at 5) but i forgot to wake up. HAHA and mummy woke me up at 6, followed by aziz's phone call. HAHA so i got ready really quickly and ran down. (not bad okay. i reached the bus stop at 6.20) >< haha im so sorry dude! i reached sch at 6.30 but i was suppose to be there by 6.10. HAHA! so embarassing ok!

everything didnt went according to plan. pissed me off. craps :/ alright. wadever!

LOL so came today, slept like a pig. ate like a pig. slept like a pig again and ate like a pig again. HAHA! life's good. :DD sadly, sch starts again in no time.


- can i have another holiday? plzzz?