I was browsing through the net, trying really hard to find smth useful for situational writings. so i typed in ‘ situational writing’ into the search engine and online orders for assessment books appeared. so i typed in ‘ GCE O level english’ into the search engine this time, thankfully, there were no more sales on assessment books! but instead, there’s advertisements on tuition for english language. GREAT. determined to study for the test, i typed in ‘english language’  this time, some self-help portals’ link were up, however, these links are as good as useless! i happily clicked into one and guess wat! it talks on topic like gays, obama, al que-da  and simply all sorts of things! but not o lvl. –.-

so eventually, i gave up. guess i’ll ask hazeline for tips tomorrow. *laughs* i mean, is it so that only if we pay for tuitors do we get extra help? since the country emphasises sooo much on education, why is it so that they did not create a portal for students who are preparing for their o lvls to visit. they can include some general tips or study methods on the portal. why is life so cruel that only cash can buy knowledge? HAHA wow, i have 2 paras already! a lil more and this can be an essay. haha

 

DAMN IN FREGGING TIRED OK.

i cant believe this. it was an utter disappointment. what is happening to the prefectorial board?! what is this. so now out of 30 prefects, only 3 is committed?!  WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?! which means out of 10 people, there is only 1 pathetic soul who is all out for the prefectorial board.

i mean, i do understand that there are times where we have other obligations. however, aren’t we suppose to be managing our time well? excuse me, you are AT LEAST 13, do you still have to be spoon fed and taught what to do all the time?!  i believe it is time to grow up a little and fight for what you want? or at least , do what you are suppose to do.

if there is something that is standing in your way, you can also tell me before hand right? STOP PROMISING ME AND LEAVE ME BEHIND IN THE END. it sucks ok. please hell be committed. why join the board when you are not out to commit. you guys see the board as a boring obligation to do lame duties, but have you ever gave us a chance to show you a different side of us? have you given us a chance to see for yourself?

 

im utter disappointed. i choose to trust you people. i choose to treat you guys with respect, now what? am i suppose to be strict and lifeless. if thats what you ppl one, i’ll giving to you. :D

 

ps. this post is not out to target anyone.

im sorry for bitching, i cant take it anymore. thankyou for ruining my day people.

i find it funny that sometimes, ppl tend to make their lives seem so cool and wonderful when obviously it isn’t.  HAHA random.

i was blog hopping through friends whom i always hangout with,  friends whom i use to hangout with  and friends whom i’m yet to hangout with. of course, everybody have a say in all sorts of things and everybody feels different.

i find it amusing that 3 people can have 3 different feelings at the same point of time. for example, i might be feeling really happy at 8.57 pm but person A might be feeling really stressed up at 8.57 and person B might be feeling really enthusiastic at the same point of time. 

shit. my writing skills are horrid! i can’t seem to be able to craft out what i wanna say into a proper para. can anyone feel what im trying to express? refer to bottom :)

at 9.10 pm, 23 aug 2009. 

Kelly hugged her knees as she stared deeply into her phone. She knows that Sam will never return her call again, however a spark of hope lingered in her. Kelly shut her eyes tight and pursed her lips. she fasten her  grip to her phone . tears of agony rolled down her pale cheeks.

At the very same moment, Grace launched to her bed. She pulled her favourite plush toy towards her chest. A cheeky grin surfaced behind her thick make up. She has never felt so good before. Grace plugged her ipod to her speakers and dance to the tune of her all time favourite taylor swift’s song, love story.

(names are used at random. LOL)

so once again, Sherlyn, Hazel and Elysia went to tm’s burger king to study. (we spent many hours there, with only 1 meal. HAHA)lol so after an hour of study, too many cells have been knocked down. so,





trying to act yi ge emo. look at the last box! haha poopy look so seductive right. HAHAHA

after poop realise our name makes up SHE, we wanted to hao lian. LOL

showing off our grades! if you look carefully, i got 40/40! EXCELLENT~


last wk's pictures!










overdued nationalday + rain bday pictures!

haikal chong is getting a lil popular. HAHA he told me not to say anything sensitive but i swear its hilarious! in short,

HAIKAL HAS BEEN STALKED. uh-oh?


i think im in danger~ haha

HAHA

definition 1:

a state of excited interest or feeling

definition 2:

mental process (as seeing, hearing, or smelling) resulting from the immediate external stimulation of a sense organ often as distinguished from a conscious awareness of the sensory process

so that’s why1  *laugh*

and my leg really hurts lah. ask kimberley, she ALWAYS laugh at me whenever i walk down the stairs –.- i look like some freak with a leg much longer than the other. HAHAHA

damn, im currently half dead, so i can’t really think. so yeah.

GOODNIGHT ALL LOVELY HUMANS.

As i was enjoying my mee sua, my parents turned on the tv to watch cantonese news. and it made me wonder who is that person whose so free that he/she actually created a language/dilect from scratch?! that made me ponder further, if we all spoke the same language, would be still have racial conflicts? well, yes can still be labelled chinese , malay, indian, eurasian etc, but what if we only spoke latin? would we still fight over lame stuff? i mean, what’s with all the ‘ he’s _____so he is no good?’ aren’t we ultimately the same?! and according to mr tan’s newspaper article, it says that we are all originated from africa,

IRONIC!

GREAT. my phone have officially gone bongas. ><

and the devastating news is that I CAN’T TEXT!

I CAN’T TEXT. I CANT TEXT.  I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT. I CANT TEXT.

ok, good enough. i believe you’ve gotten my point. DAMN. ><

actually, now i can’t text YOU to be exact. URGGH.

I CURSE THE STUPID PHONE. ok. i believe it has smth to do with my hands of destruction

hHA. every gadget that falls in my hand will end up a goner. ;D

* LAUGHS*

and wake up!! D;

here are some stuff which have been bugging me, causing me with countless insonmia nights.

1. i cant find my humanities file. .__.( being a humanities enthusiast, losing my file is a big nono. and i cant seem to remember where i kept it. 0.o)

2. teachers' day is around the corner and yet im yet to come out with a performance.

3. i've been failing all my amaths test, and most of my emaths test. (i seem to understand what's taught, but don't quite get it when it comes to test. ironic!)

4. english lessons have been super! but i don't know if im on the right track! (i love english lessons these day, and have been trying hard. but im not quite sure if im gonna do well! )

5. the prefectorial board is rather trashy. >< (its def. not up to MY standard. and dear prefects, if you happen to see this, please. do smth to yourself alright. it is infuriating. i swear)

6. cmt is like tomorrow, but i dont think im ready! ( i understand i should have started mugging long ago, but i just can't manage my time! BLOODY)

7. im yet to come out with a new plan for the prefectorial board!! (like what i said, its kinda trashy nowadays. and everything is NOT on my side. damn. curse the stupid H1N1. WHAT PANDEMIC?!

8. love probs. (LALALA~~)

9. we're gonna have a dance camp during the dec hols! ( HOW EXCITING ! haaha excited vibes are running through me every second. promise to make it SPECTACULAR! wheeeets)

10. im yet to do my shopping! there's so many thing i need ok. ( first on list, bag. i saw one! and i love it! but its too big for elysia ._. it looks like a turtle shell on her. DAMN. what's the best thing? its in green! DARN) [[LOL i hope elysia sees this! ;D]]

ok, enough ranting. im going back to study~~ LALALA. anw, does anyone have any suggestions on what the prefects shld do on teachers' day? :D

I feel really inferior.

firstly, thankyou to all teachers and friends who have been supporting me every since i became the headprefect. your simple 'jiayou' really brings my spirit up. there are always nice people who will come to me and ask about my emotional post. im sorry for making you people worry, but this is the only place i can spill everything out.

and yes. i do feel horrible whenever you do that to me. like god. if you thought i am so incompetant, why did you allow me to become the headprefect? it really hurts whenever you get rejected all the time. do my idea seriously suck? or should i just turn into a boring, lifeless human? yes. there are lovely teachers who are truly supporting me. and i really cherish them. but, what about you? your support means a lot to me. like seriously.

with all my horrifying grades, im really falling into a deep dark hole. please, i just wanna do well.

firstly,  IM SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING! yak –yak-yak~ i seriously need to find a new method to study D;

next, I WANNA GO SHOPPING!

there’s like so many things i wanna buy ok! D; (according to importance)

1. a backpack! (like really really badly. NUM PLZZZ NUM! )
2. sandals (not my green one kind of cos. ;D)
3. watch (i love watches. i think girls wearing watches are like cool? AHAH)
4. black shorts. (haha! i realise my choice of clothes are getting too colourful *laughs*)
5. new spects. (i look like a noob with my semi green ones.)
6. school shoes ( by the time i get the stuff before this, my school shoe would have been trashed)
7. more spongebob file (okay, this shld be a lil more infront, but ohwell.)
8. charm bracelet. (i think its really cute! saw one the other day. like really nice. and it cost a bomb. ><)
9. a slingbag ( now that i’ve gotten my backpack, it would be time to get another bag right? HAHA)
10. okay,this is gonna be the last one. so gotta think carefully! >< uhh new handphone pleaseee! (please make sure it aint touch screen anymore ><)

LALALA. im such an asshole. if only it was christmas <3

im happy, like really happy.! like EXTREMELY. teehee. its just so cool alright. oh boy oh boy.

I CANT SLEEP ANYMORE. this is bloody cool.

i guess i got it all wrong previously.

& oh yes. how much i love the moon! i owe you a big one ! ^^

OH ASSSSSS! im so bloody bored.

there’s nth to do! D: ( well, since im procastinating~~)

DARN IT. WHY IS SG SUCH A BORE.

dead bored ok. ARRRGh. pssssst.

life sucks. ><

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG

browsed through blogs (secretly hoping to see them praise dance.) lol sadly, only dancers did. LALALA~

i wonder hows kampong life. LOL :D

byebye D;

firstly, CONGRATULATIONS 3DANGEROUS’ BASKETBALLERS!   you guys were  SUPERB! :D  sorry i wasnt there to support. >< 

LIKE OMG? i went screaming. S.U.P.E.R!! teehee~

oh, dance performance was generally good ba! well, at least we’ve completed it! it has been an extremely tedious month. thank you girls <3 went into dance room, feeling a little paranoid, edited dance. passed haikal chong his present. (i hope u like it though!) continue freaking out. did make up. ALMOST couldnt make it. anw, the make up was SUPER! everyone was like extremely hot! wheeee :D exciting!!

performance was crazzzzyyy~~ people cheered. well, at least i noe who did. ;D shy-ed. crap-ed. receive relatively gd comments. but was disappointed that we were not very co-ordinated. but still, IM SO GLAD! :D like think about it, you had sleepless, extremely stressed out month, and at the end , ppl cheered for u! how great bah :D

thank you :

• jean. for assisting me in every bit. from music to choreography to make up . LOVE YOU TWINNIE! <3 i cant explain my gratitude to u man!
• joyce. for being after jean, and working really hard. ure support totally made my day! SUPER! <3
• wanru. for being the helpful vice chair, helping me through all the admin stuff. all thanks to your xi-xiness. YAY
• nicola. for helping out with hiphop! and spicing up the dance, despite the fact that you just joined us!
• elysia. for being my super supportive bestfriend. <333 and practicing hard. and looking after the sec 1s for me!
• peggy. for having minimal slacking and lotsa hard work! thanks.
• minqi. for doing your best. and ur really sexy indian dance. AHHA
• esther . for being helpful and encouraging me. trying so hard to lighten my workload!
• rest of the dancers. for working with me, despite my occasionally outburst of emotions! i totally appreciate you girls! <333
• haikal chong. for being really nice and encouraging.
• kimberley. for being nice enough to care.
• sherlyn tan . for entertaining me with your dumbness!
• hazeline. for all the enthuness
• rain. for listening to me complain

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

By the time i post this, i believe you would have been in msia already. well. its barely 48 hours. so have fun! at least try to . ^^ SEEEEEYAAAAA. as for now, i shall do my rantings to the pathetic ol’ moon. TEEHEE.

Feeling rather lethargic recently,  i hell don’t know why.  I apologise for falling asleep in class COUNTLESS times per day. D:  i sincerely apologise to Mrs Yeo-Chan for being a really inefficient headprefect. ><

GAHH.  im like super lazy to move! DAMN.

Anw, i’ve kinda grown out of the bangs kinda style TEEHEE. idk why though. haha well, but of course, i’ll have to wait for my really short fringe to GROW. argh . pukes

ok. im really tired. just dont feel like doing anything. D;

oh and. now what? i dont understand ayee. ><

 

NOW WHAT?!

 

im so so tired.

and im gonna be

BETTER! ;P