its the last day of the june holidays!

damn >< im gonna miss you, my beloved holidays! so long!












well. thats basically the summary of my holidays. i think. HAHA

anyway, im gonna miss intense blogging. oh and i have to go prepare myself mentally now >< and of course, complete as many hws as possible *laughs*


TOODLES!

feeling really random today ><


i think its really cool! took it during psychology course at NP lol (although i look darn obscene ><)

firstly, woke up by a random call by ms shirley wong (!?!!?) . randomly went 'uhhh' when she called. LOL and wanted to get a glass of water but realised mum was singing REALLY LOUDLY to mahjong <3 haha

then washed my shoe with a random brush which i found on the toilet floor which caused my finger to hurt like crap. ;D

next randomly went out with elysia and yewen (amanda came later) went into a random cafe (phin's) served by a random waiter whose an indian but spoke to us in mandrin (i swear its bloody irritating) treated us like fools. DO WE LOOK LIKE WE CANT SPEAK ENGLISH DUDE?! omg. drank randomly horrid peach tea (we should have known since it was recommended by the random waiter)

bought random pencil cases with elysia and amanda. and insisted of heart shapes. HAHA. you-know-why-dont-you?

went to granny, skip that part to coming home. randomly walked to the WRONG busstop. and i got lost (once again) you noe what's the best thing?! i came from that direction previously! when i finally found the busstop, i realised there isnt the bus i wanted. -,-!!!

walked back. wanted to buy thermometer and guess what. the kopitiam only have 2 stalls! drinks + zi cha. OMH la. ghost kopitiam lor. and can u believe it?! 7-11 actually closed down! SEVEN ELEVEN DUDE! *faints* so took the bus. blah blah blah. OH AND I SAW ELYSIA'S OLD FLAME ON MY WAY HOME! WINK ;D lol

random random. OH! and huangjunpei says he rocks. SO NOT LOR. can you believe it?! this dude is 21 this yr and he picks on lil girls like me! TSK. no life. MWAHAHA



lotsa randomness,

i cant believe sch reopens on monday ><

not because homeworks are not done (okay, partly lah) but mostly because the result for headprefect election will be out. imagine if Hazel wins the election.

whats gonna happen? like yes, i have A LOT of plans but, me. HAZEL. the crappy,slack, noisy,crazy,playful,lazy,messy,loud,slow,hyperactive hazel to be headprefect?

omg. the pressure is pushing me already! imagine the headprefect being unable to complete her assignments. or falling asleep in class. or using her handphone in class or eating in class or copying homeworks or tucking out her blouse or talking or smth. OMG.

AND I REALISE HEADPREFECTS DONT HAVE LOVE LIFES.!?!

omg. hazel. i cant believe this. ><


freakking out,

i bet everybody around the world would be blogging about everybody's superstar Micheal Jackson.

although i wasnt a big fan of him, neither was i an anti-michael person. i felt sad when i heard the news. no matter what, he was a huge trend setter. all his dance moves rocked the world.


he was a legend. a hero, to the dance and music world. he was the moon walk-er, the one whom teenage boys looked up till this day.

out of a sudden, Michael Jackson's horrible negative news dont seem to matter. His glorious days were the hot topic. No more scary sues. no more danger to kids. just the young, hot superstar wannabe.


so this taught me a lesson, once you do something glorious and legendary, it stays with you. People will remember you for that, even on the day you die.

anw, i feel extremely sad for the fact that the dance world lost their dance god. HIS MOVES WERE KILLERS. oh damn, if only i had 50% of his talent.


oh and amanda wants me to specify that SHE IS NOT AN AH LIAN
note that alright. ;D



lotsa loveeee :D

on our way to poopie house, amanda and i took plenty of pictures on the bus 23. We had so much fun, we dumbly missed our stop. Which caused us to walk 2 very far apart stops back. DARN IT.


i swear boonkeng is a torture! D: i seriously dont know how to go about there. -.-








attempt to act cute. HAHA















xi :)

nu ><

ai :'(

le :DDD

LOL


our attempt to be feminine. HAHAHA quite pathetic uh.

amanda said that this is the lates ah lian pose





Verdict: hazel can no longer do the ah lian thing. i've officially moved to the guai gia zone. :D AMANDA? NOT! *boo*


THE ARTS OF AH LIAN POSE

amanda : you must like act yi ge swipe your hair back
hazel : huh? orh okok ( tries. but looks into camera)
amanda : nono, you must look down. act yi ge , you noe?! 0.0
hazel : orh okok. LIKE THAT RIGHT!
amanda : nono, too much liao. tilt up lil :D
hazel : this?
amanda : *sighs*
hazel : AIYAHHHH! forget it lah! *&Q#^$_@+@$*@&$^!


cheeeers! ;D

i was msn-ing with kaiwen about my respect speech when i came out with this.

LOL wanted to try gaining awareness of ppl so Elysia and i diligently spreaded the news of changing out msn nicknames into ''will you save the earth?'' apparently, people were rather supported.

:DDD

although it sounded rather lame, its really influential ok. WOW.

especially when you succeeded in convincing ppl to change their nickname. :D

I FEEL LIKE A GOOD ADOLF HITLER IN MAKING! *cheers*



big big thankyou to elysia, darryl chua,amanda,yewen,cichuan,minqi,vivian,jinjie,wayne,javier,cheryl,jeremy,huangying,raymond tham,tzy,iris,jiaying,yinkai,nigel ngiam, wenshi,lixuan,peijin,dean,edwin tan,si mun

24 PEOPLE OKAY!

big boo to those who are unwilling to help,>< LOL okay la, nv. KHARMA! haha

OMG HAZEL' SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT IS SOO SUPER STRONG!




hazel loves life! <3

Hazel's feeling really confuse. there are like so many things going on.

i'm getting really tired of growing up. as days pass, the more mature i get. yes i might still laugh at my own jokes and scream whenever spongebob is on tv. i cannot deny that hazel is growing up. CANT I JUST CONTINUE BEING THE NAIIVE GIRL?

i hate the fact that money really plays a big part. this was the first time i lost my temper in the hospital. what the fuck is wrong. i've been going back to the bloody hospital for checkup. fuck the doctors. what have they been doing? first you say its the nerve problem thus scaring the ass out of my parents. then u say its nth big, its scoliosis. and i went for lile 2 x-rays. then the doc say no, its not. maybe its the muscle. and when i back today, the doc said ' i think it might be smth serious, i suggest you to have a MRI scan'

OH FUCK YOU. wasnt that the initial plan. do you know how many fucking hundred of dollars i've spent on my fucking back. OH FUCK THE BACK. whats wrong with me.

fyi ppl, do you know how much the bloody mri scan cost? $350-$460 FUCK YOU. what's this. the scan better show some results to solve my back problem. DARN IT. i've spent almost a $1000 on this fucking problem. and hey, my family aint rich ok. its bloody hard earn money ok.

what's with SG's healthcare system. there i am learning about the efficiency of SG's healthcare FUCK IT. this is call efficient? best thing is, $350-$460 has been SUBSIDISED. oh ass lah!

the nurse told us that it is not very common for ppl to pay $460. FUCK YOU. and when we us if there are further subsidy. the nurse replied. ''you may opt out. and take medication. but you still wont know the cause, or you can do physiotheraphy, but ya uh you still dk the cause.''

OH FUCK YOU. YOU ANSWERED YOUR OWN BLOODY QUESTION. DUMB OR DUMB?

fuck the doctors.


pardon me for my harsh language. I CANNOT KEEP THIS ANYMORE. fuck the health sector

OMG, i swear i believe in bad kharma lah.!

there i was saying lotsa bad stuff about SOMEBODY and now i have swollen feets ><

i noe i shldnt, but sometimes, you just need a moment to let out ur anger lo.

darn it. im sorry. i noe im wrong >< stop the itchiness! its killing me >< my feets are like RED and SWOLLEN. the viens popped out ._. and there are like mosquito bites all over. OMG shit.



HAZEL, U DARN SUEY LAH

Since Amanda doesnt wanna pak tor with me, im miserably unwanted.

ANYBODY WANNA BUY HAZEL? lols starting price, priceless.

:D


tag to buy. LOLS


(this sounds so cheap. ._.)

despite the fact that i've knew amanda for sometime, i've never really talked to her till the recent ptf camp. you go gal! stay strong ok. although i dont know how shld i help you, im 100% sure i'll be there to support you, along side with elysia of course. our 100% lovely poopie. :D CHEERS!

thankyou for giving me such beautiful memories. thankyou.

so what if i woke up from my dream? at least i had them. i've never dreamt of it this way. cant believe im so contented with it. i dont care how you feel. because i know i cherished every moment spent. thank you.



HAHA omg. this is mushy. but who cares. hazel have her occasional love needs yoh.

im rather lazy. so shall post on ptf later on!

ah. this is fate. facebook says my true love's name will start with M and yeap. its true.


my boyfriend is really sweet. all flowers and candies!

HE have the cutest eyes which are like so innocently loving <3
his smile makes you have butterflies in your tummy <3


so what if you are 6 years older than me.
WHO cARES
so what if you done plastic surgery.
WHO CARES,



omg i love you! HAHAHAHS



scroll down to see his pic people!

































































oh boy oh boy. LEE MIN HO! lol ok. it seems sick. nvm, hazel lost it anyway. HAHA

mum and i were browsing through the DVDs in poh kim when i spot MY hot hotty, LEE MIN HO guess what. 2 disc (part 1) is sold at $19.90. yeap it might sound rather cheap. but its 2 DISC! which is = to 6 episodes. there are a total of 20+ episodes, lets assume there are 24 episodes so 24/6 = 4.
4 x $19.40 = 79.60 which is like $80!! EXCUSE ME! YOU SPEND 80 DOLLARS ON HOTTIES?!

what scam is this! so what if lee min ho is on the coveer yoh? this is totally a scam for teenage girls. IM SORRY! im the smart one. HAHA, nope. im not some asshole who watch it on net. i rent it! LOLS quite cheapo, but at least im not doing smth illegal. MWAHAHA~ Far-nehhhhH!

GALS! DONT BUY THE DISC OKAY. ITS SCAM!!!!!

hahaha~ hazel has offically lost it.

ARGH. things are definately NOT going my way!
whats with all this CRAAAAAP?!
OMG. what is this what is this.

dumb crap adolence. can i skip this bloody omg?
omg i hate my stupid sickening thoughts. WHY!
hazel ang, you are nothing close to a holy spirit ok!
cant i just stop stopping my thoughts from flowing?

OMG~ fyi hazel ang, YOU ARE BLOODY 15 YRS OLD.! far from old ok.

OMGOMG i've never been so angry of myself. this sucks.
what is this! i dont even have a specific reason.
and i cant even sign into msn! BLOODY HELL.

somebody save me! ANYBODY! D;

dumb dumb dumb! omg hazel ang, its impossible so stop bearing hope.
why is it that people only want things that do not belong to them?!
why cant we be contented with what we have and not seek for challenging obstacle.!

fyi hazel ang, its not going to happen! so stop hoping for whatever you are thinking. ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN.



note to self : WAKE UP YOU DUMB WOMAN.

HAZEL LOVES LEE MIN HO! so what if he have kui moh in boys over flowers?! he is still my loveee <3 OMG lee min ho!!

hazel is just a name,
who i am is what im made of right?

ok, hazel is having an emotional twist ;D

lols, saddening. I have problems too, there are days i feel the lack of love.

lol i know its just a mix feeling you have as a teenager. but hello. i AM a teenager.
how am i going to surpress this feeling? i am a fifteen year old girl after all.


sadly, life is like that. you can hardly get what you want. thats how ugly life is.
life make you know people whom will make your heart flutter. despite the fact that you barely know him/her. however, life takes away the chance by creating destructions. for example, age. ah, age. fuck the numbers. :/

well, its life.

people, carry on living.

its currently 1.26am but i don't feel like sleeping (although im sleepy)

hah! went touring around my friends' blog and seen so much,
everbody seem to have problems.
big or small.
well i guess this is growing up right? saddening..


promised myself to post the pictures elysia and me took when she came to my house for a sleepover. :)