i have been feeling rather poop-ed recently, idk why either. im really sorry to my parents for having that asshole attitude recently.. idk what gotten into me too. i just feel so small and weak and helpless. well, seriously im utterly disappointed in myself. although elysia and leonard kept stressing that he didnt mean it and that its full of crap, that has been circulatng around my head? am i really such a bitch? well, in that case, i will never step into your life again. why make 2 lifes miserable when i can be the only one miserable? forget it, im just some life-intruder anw. and i cant believe you see me as being guo fen. well, maybe my jokes gone too far. i sincerely apologise. D:

hazel's self esteem - 10%

im utterly disappointed, i seriously didnt expect it to turn out like that. especially when i was guided by my very own eloquent brother. so please, if you see me as your friend, please stop telling me _______ BUT you seem fake/sarcastic/exaggerated. it seriously hurts a lot. i understand you guys mean well. but i swear. it doesnt feel a single bit gd. how bout an ''all the best'' instead? thankyou.

at 1800 hours ++ not-yet-one-year old mahjong had her first attempt of ''li jia chu zhou''. That little woman decided to ran away after she openly poop and pee-d on the lift lobby =.= mummy went insane when she saw mahjong's artistic work near the lift lobby.


this was what exactly happened :

1. hazel was sleeping on the couch when devil child mahjong began to bark.
2. hazel and mummy got very pissed but mummy went to the kitchen.
3. hazel screamed and moaned at mahjong but to no avail.
4. hazel gave up and went back to her room to sleep.
then here comes trouble.
5. dad wanted to go jogging so he opened mahjong's cage to let her roam around the house.
6. dad opened the door and mahjong ran out. (we didnt really care as the devil child will usually come back in awhile)
7. devil child squat down to do her business beside the list ''NoooOOOOOO!''
8. too late. mahjong pooped. -.- ''NAUGHTYYY GIRRRRL!''
9. mummy went running after mahjong.
10. instead of running INTO the house, naughty lil mahjong ran AWAY.
11. "STOPPPP!'' devil child thought tat it was a prompt to go faster. so she ran, all the way to the 1st floor (psss i live on the 9th)
12. ''HAZEEEEEEL!'' mum turned paraniod, hazel turned paraniod.
13.we took mahjong's fave goodies and went to look for her.
14. hazel took the stairs and walked every floor

-fyi. this is hazl's first time exploring every floors.( hazel was quite an isolationist as a young girl)-
15. the lower i went, the more afraid i became. i mised mahjong like crap lahs! almost cried. :X
16. mum called. MAHJONG IS FOUND! <3
17. devil child got spanking.
18. whine her way back to her cage.
19. hazel felt really painful.
20. hazel finally understood.


thanks to mahjong, i learnt a valuable lesson. whenever i suffer from spanking after getting into trouble as a child, i hated mummy.i didnt understand why she had to cane me. it really hurts. dont she feel the pain too? i finally understood. although mahjong is barely a dog, she is like our little baby, as mum spanked her, i could hear from mum's voice. she felt more pain than i do. i believe more pain than mahjong too. i finally understood. GOOD JOB HAZEL :D

shucks.

hazel kept screwing up everything. once after another..!
i guess hazel just cant make it. :O


hazel successfully sent mixed signals.
im sorry, im an assholeeee

i seriously dont know. hazel never know anything.






can hazel not fall in love ever again? please.

oOHHHH dabian! there is a huge picture of me in midas. like FUCK?! its soooo ugly. darn it! ugly.ugly.ugly! how could mr fahmy do tat to me?! :< ahhhhs! its not good exposure. darn it.! *affected!*

if you are a superhero, what superpower will you have?

nicholas: psychopath who change ppl's mindset
chiawei: kiasu ,kpo who can go back to the past & read ppl mind
elysia: maniac who controls her frens' mind so they cannot bully her
junpei: old uncle who can teleport
brian: cheeky dude who can turn invisible xD / siao lang who can burn everything. aka human torch
vivian : another maniac who wanna control ppl's mind
weijia: another maniac who wanna control ppl's mind / super hot hotty like edward cullen!

~wats wrong with everyone?!~


verdict: ppl like to control minds. SICK SICKO. wats wrong with my frens. HAHAHHA~~! dangerous ppl!

i always tell myself i should live life to the fullest. especially when im in sec sch. it should be the best i ever had in my entire lifetime. so i shouldnt be regretting anything. go for it hazel! gogo! really have to work hard woman. SWEEEEEEET.


anw elysia, thanks for allowing me to laugh my head off. WAKAKAKAK

sadly, u werent even there to share my joy. shit. hazel is hypnotised. :{

BLOOOOODY HELL. so warm =.= grrr


suckish shit poop. xo

guess wat? dance got blog lei! ok lah. a lil late to blog bout this. but ehhh dun play play hors wakakakka~ farnie.!



next next. ok idk. darn it. the weather is freakking warm lahs. wtf wtf so bloody warm.! JI DAN GAO xp hahahahas!


ok im darn random now. lets see... hmm ohoh the swine flu is scary lahs! i hope it doesnt reach grade 6. pleaseplease ):


wat will u do if the world ends tmr? :/


chiawei's ans. : he will hug and kiss his family members -,- then he will say all the mushy stuff to the woman he lovee xD and he will thank me! ;D LOLs

hangqi's : sleep.0,o

cheryl's: tell me she love me. yay!tell everyone tat she have forgiven them, tell everyone she loves them and eat her fave food

junpei's : spend time with someone u like

yinkai's : find a gal to pak tor. xD

matthew's : tell the gal he love most that he love her!

brian's : do stuff he wanna do (which he dwan tell me -,-)


anw. something just totally ruin my mood. so wtf. wadever. it was a joke lahs. wadever man, fyi. its darn offending lahs.