HEYoh!


LOLS life seem rather perfect these days.. and thats the worrying part.! :/ whenever life is perfect, things, important things/people start to face serious problems. and when that happen, its really painful. it breaks my heart. =x OUCH! well. maybe im paranoid. but well. this perfection of life is just not what i want. alright. maybe not perfect. but things are going well. wahaha. ok . i dun understand what im saying anymore.



fyi. STUPID ugly pig & chocolate pig! IM NOT JEALOUS. U DIDNT GET TO EAT SASHIMI ANW~! ;D

ah. i once heard a venerable saying this ''it is human nature for ppl to do stuff for the opposite sex. they will do it more willingly than to for the same gender.''


i do agree with that. but i wanted to prove it wrong. well at least for the ''straight' ppl.. =/ why is life simply so practical? well at least for me.


you fall in love and then you long to fall out. and when u fall out you long to fall in again. uh. this is just dumb. well.. along the days. i learnt. learnt loads.

but something just wont change. im always looking for something. or maybe someone. someone who simply dont exist. its all circulating around the word, imagination.
because of that deadly word, bad choices are made. ah damn. its just dumb.


why must my life be circulating around this same old word? i just wanna leave these crap behind and focus! but things just go the wrong way. i noe what i have to do. i noe what are the right choices. its all my fault to pamper myself way too much.

heyyohs.


valentines' day was just well. normal xD

had steamboat at home cos i couldnt hangout as my leg was swollen ):

ouchy!

went accupuncture the day before. well. it wasnt in the plan actually. i expected tui na but the chinese physician was like ''accupunture hao. bu hui tong.''


HOWEVER. its tong liao siaoo! lols scream like mad and cried like crap. so paiseh. xd


still really painful. and crap i lost raymond's calculator =x


going for anglo-chinese school (independent) tomorrow! YAYS~ kinda excited but shall have to wear heels with a limping right leg. urk.


hopefully i will get well soon and be able to dance! *twist fingers*

AH.! hello.

firstly, valentine's day is coming really soon. and i NO LONGER bother about the date part. BECAUSE, i've learnt my lesson. when i put my heart in, things apparently wont work up. ah. so much for privacy and self respect . yuck i cant believe you are so shameless. urk. and i mean it. i cant believe it lahs. 3 words to describe you, disgusting shameless jerk. oh yes. JERK! thats the only word i can describe you. EFFING JERK! feel embarassed of yourself puhlease. i believed in you. i trusted you all along until like now? oh yeah. people might say YOU did not say anything, and they just ''dug it out of you'' but fyi, if you refused to spit anything out, how is it possible they will know.. it is not under my control if you want to say it out or not, but what so proud about it?? SHAMELESS. im sorry. im harsh. but yes. SHAMELESS JERK. do you feel hurt now? and duh. im hurt , you jerk! I NEVER EVER WANNA BE ASOCCIATED WITH YOU. get lost . as a favour for yourself. fuck off.! im rude. i feel sorry. but do you? or did you? did you ever regret it? have you ever thought of the consequences on telling them?










oh and yes fucking hell. i did regretted. it has officially dirtified me. JERK. you are god hell damn disgusting. i will never forgive you. i love hate YOU. FUCKER

fyi. jerk's defination is : A foolish, rude, or contemptible person.

i would like to add on this. A foolish, rude,shameless, disgusting or contemptible person.

maybe i should start updating my facebook. WHAAHA



IM LAGGING BEHIND!



dunnoe what shit.-..-

OMG! i miss mr muhammad!

lols this sound weird but OMG i miss him so uber much lahs.



if it wasnt for him i guess im still in a daze?

i use to have loads of dream but i never start working towards it. and now, i noe i have to go on and i am trying but i really need mr m's encouragement ):.. sigh. he brought me back here lah! i miss his ''awakening codes'' I WANT HIM AS MY FORM TEACHER!




sigh sigh sigh double sigh. :{ my maths going downhill. i dowanna dissappoint you mr m!

i promise (: