hahars sadly, i think im stupid. dead stupid.

why cant i ever not fall into those eff-ing traps.?

whats wrong? say it with me. ''hazel you are dead STUPID''

now. why must i have the freaking never say die spirit?

why will i never give up hope on dumb things.

when ive decided to give up. YOU appear.

i dont blame u. i blame myself for the lack of self discipline.



i blame myself for the insecurity i get.
i blame myself for being reliant on you.
i blame myself for created unwantedd troubles
i blame myself for being a busybody
i blame myself for trespassing
i blame myself for not fitting in
i blame myself for not having the courage to leave
i blame myself for being a idiot.


lols. i shall end with the word FUCK


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YEEEEOOOOOOOOH!


lols i finally have a chance to blog properly. and its not the last 5 min of home econs lesson! wahhaahha being able to serve the net is like having gold pouring down from the sky? LOLS ok. im exaggerating. but do u know the frustration ? its like ''ok. when i go home, i will go to this certain website and search for this certain thing'' and then you will be like ''wait. craps! i dont have internet access =.=!'' LOLS ok im kinda in a more to the negative side mood. hahah its the dumb headache which had been there since like erm 4? now there is the KONG KONG KONG feeling. extremely irritating. arrrgh. maybe ive high-ed too much with cheryl wong and elysiiiiia tan. LOLS


now now. exams are coming. and im not stress. crap? im not exactly working hard either? everytime i see my classmates (except elysia, kim, wr etc etc) i will tell myself, OK! when i go home. im gonna study! no fooling around! but when i reach home. there is always excuses to stop myself from studying.! urrrgh?!

now lets see how i can motivate myself.
1. GOD DAMN SHIT! tey zee yee is studying too. WHY NOT U GRAB YOUR BOOKS AND START MUGGING?!

2. elysia sleeps 10 min and study 30 min. I SLEEP FOR 30 MIN STUDY 10 MIN! PLEASE BE EMBARASSED!

3.PUAY SEE CAN DO IT! so can you!!

4.my ''good'' result is like xuan kai's ''average'' result! god's sake BUCK UP!


haha those are some pointers to help me buck up when im dumb crap lazy.



haha hopefully it works.

ok my head is killing me . goodbye for now.

''t00dles!

oh and jiayou peeepoOO!

Labels: EOY craze. =/

my com is spoilt. SHIT. no wrong is internet down. now im rushing for time. CRAP .! goodluck alls!

H.E.L.L.O

lols it has been some time since ive posted NORMALLY wahaha

firstly.

DUMBSCIENCE! x100,0000000!

i wanted to like spam that word on my blog but realised its dumb. whats the point?

cutie sciencey will NOT improve! GRRR.

any kind soul willing to give me tuition ):


siggh ok wadever, blogging should be stress relive not stress increase rite?

muahaha as promised. IM gONNA BLOG PIC!

and for god sake's pleasseeee do my quiz ): i noe its retarded but entertain me laaaaa~!!

heehee ok. im bored. I REFUSE TO STUDY. guess what will happen? flunk exams? NO WAY!

HAZEL GOGOGO! wooohooo

in case any nice people are curious why did hazel cover her face walking around whining like a retard w/o noeing if she is crying of laughing, the ans is im crying and laughing at the same time. AHAHHAA im crying cos im going to flunk chemistry and im laughing cos im crying. HAHAH its EMBARASSING oK! lols grrrr paisehh si ler. anw, thanks mimi, rashidah and cheryl. LOLS ohoh and thanks hongwei for the last minute comforting words. lols wo hui lao lao ji zai xin li de. if thats a right phrase. MUAHAHA oh nabil,remy and nazreen .. ITS NOT MY CONTACTS =.=

yes and richie and gang, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! grrrr~!

ok. pics time . SHIT i didnt upload it before hand =.=


NATIONAL DAY





OUTING


PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS <3








THE DAYS PREVIEW






MAKE UP LESSON



the teacher's work

MY work xD

DANCE PERFORMANCE NIGHT







CRAZY DAY OUT



PULAU SEMAKAU TRIP












ok i have no more pics to show le. wahhaha the rest of the pics are still in my dearest fone. so yeaaps. wait ba.

GAWD~! IM SERIOUSLY DYING OF BOREDOM! lols i refuse to study! NAH-UH! and mum agreed. wahahahhaa reason? its pms day. yes. i own up. i have serious pms-ness. 1 can be crazy for a minute and i can be your greatest nightmare the next. BUT! im trying really hard to control the dumb emotions le ok? im alrite with most of them.. except the stoooopid emo-ness , frustration-ness and lazyness/laziness. wadever. idk how to spell it. GRRRRRR. oh yeahs. i think i flunked all my test today. say SHIT? I NEED AIR TO BREATHE PEOPLE. ok thats random. xD GRRR I HATE MY SENSITIVITY! wow there are so many long vertical strokes.

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

ok.. i dont think that aint common though? LOLS

What's Sexy About Your Name

You are sexy because you are very generous. You are a giver both in and out of the bedroom. And while you enjoy pleasing your partner, your generosity doesn't extend much further than that. You have all the love, patience, and attention in the world for one person. You get a lot of satisfaction from doting on and spoiling someone. When you're in love, you tend to create your own little world with your partner. You can spend the whole day in bed together and hardly notice the time that's passed.

how many times must they mention THE BED.? tsk.tsk. horny quiz site arh! x)

You Are Fairly Normal

You scored 45% normal on this quiz Like most people you are normal in some ways... But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too! Why You Are Normal: You would rather be pale than tan You would eat meat from a cloned animal If you had to, you rather live without music and still have laughter You think glasses can make someone more attractive You rather be screwed over than screw someone else over Why You Aren't Normal: If given the choice, you would choose to have more time over more money When you're in a car, you prefer to be the passenger You know a little about many subjects You'd rather have cockroaches than rats in your home You are no longer with your first love

PLEASE! how many people are still with their first love?! GAWD! lols and who would prefer rats in their house? and why drive when u can sit back and relax? and not everyone are willing to eat cloned animals ok! GRRR DUMB QUIZ

You Are 67% Pure

You're pretty pure, and you have no plans on changing that. You do have a devilish side though... and it will probably get the better of you.

ive told u im pure! LOLS

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

IM COMPASSIONATE! WOOOO

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

im starting to love blogthings once again. xDD

You Are a Hazelnut

You are very unique and distinct. You may even freak some people out. Most people don't really know how to interact with you. You get along best with anyone who is super sweet. But you really do get along with almost anyone. You just need a chance to wow them.

yeaah im HAZELnut. MUAAHHAHA

You Are Root Beer

Ultra sweet and innocent, you have a subtle complexity behind your sugary front. Children love you, but so do high end snobs... when you're brewed right. Your best soda compatibility match: Dr. Pepper Stay away from: Diet Coke

eeek dr pepper is gross! i tried it in cambodia. YUCKS! anyway, DR PEPPER ANYONE???

You Are Cheerios

Like other Cheerios eaters, you want to be a responsible adult. But you can't help but still be a kid at heart! You try to make good decisions. You're a clean cut, conscientious person. You're the type of person who would never skip breakfast. Part of you thinks that breakfast is too important to miss... But a bigger part of you knows it's too fun to miss!

i dun even eat breakfast. =.=

You Are Eggs

Traditional and totally grown up, you truly believe that breakfast is the most important meal of the day. You don't skimp on nutrition or quality. You're likely to take the time to make yourself a decent meal each morning. You're a great cook, even if you aren't a showy one. You can make a feast out of simple ingredients. The food you eat may be basic, but you prefer to think of it as classic.

once again, I DUN EAT BREAKFAST =.- and I CANT COOK! lols


ok. 1 last one and im not gonna do anymore. wahaha

You Are a Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich

You life your life in a free form, artistic style. You are incredibly creative and at times, quite messy. Deep down, you are a kid at heart. And you aren't afraid to express it. Your best friend: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Club Sandwich

where is my darling cheesy sandwich? WAHAHAHAS


ok. i had enough of quizes. LOLS. i must cherish my offday. so yeaps.! IM OFF TO HAVE FUN! cyahhhs peepooo please be anticipated to view my pictures. LOL but it wont be soon.


oh ya hong wei specifically told me to say this. ''hong wei is handsome'' but sadly, i dont agree. i dont think you agree too yeaah? face the fact mr wan. u aint handsome. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAH!

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality   Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests.
Sense of Humor
Out-Going
Intelligence
Loving
Ambitious
What's Your Best Quality? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

wow! not baad huh! hahaa it seems im a lil too NOT ambitious yeah? =.=

im sorry for another emo-tional post.

fck you! how many more times must this happen? christmas present huh?

do you know how much i hate it?

please dont force me to hate you.

please. ! i dont wanna despise you.

you were my childhood hero. what happened?

you made me wake up from my fairytale. maybe i should thank you?!

you made me have confidence no longer.

what do you want from me?!

no. what do you want from us?!

when will you ever learn your lesson?

i hate to say this but. I HATE YOU

how many more times?

why not you tell me in advance so i can have preparation and make sure no tear is needed.

once again, FUCK YOU