frankly, it has become a hobby, w/o it, its pain and suffering. im no longer independent.. it has become a need, its like a drug. i cannot go on anymore....
sigghs maybe i'll feel better after posting but yeah... i cant say much. i hate this emo-ish feeling! maybe this is the answer to everything. stop thinnking that you are a know-it-all hazel ang. stop infering whatever others say or do. you may not be correct ok. wake up. its over. those you dreamt of belongs to fantasy! it will never happen. please, wake up.. siggghhhhhs how eassy it is to say but not do it. its ok.
ita gonna be over really soon, just hang in there hazel (: STOP ALL PLANS FOR GOD'S SAKE!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
YOHHHHHS!
ok, listen up, i was forced to blog. grrr
ok maybe not.
LOLS siggh kinda no mood to study le. but seriously, HAZEL ANG ! BUCK UP!
realised things have changed. many things...
ive finally let go but im falling in another again. like DAMN IT?!
what the hell is wrong with me laas. grrr
&& now i doubt my leadership skills. im really disappointed in the part of the morning during teachers' day? i didnt do a good job and im aware. i dont think i am up to it yet. maybe i am more of a follower than a leader? siggghhhh. maybe i should stop persuing my dream of dance chairman.
WAKE UP HAZEL ANG
lalala~ arrrgh this aint suppose to be a emo post! lols ok its long. shall shorten it now on.
1. sorry elysia! for pangseh-ing u
2. loveeed the gathering of simun, zhanxuan and yuk hei (sadly lixuan wasnt arnd)
3. i wanna watch 4bia!
4. im still disappointed grrr.
5. im falling in . SHIIT
6. i need a dress, seriously
7. s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g!
8. congrats hongwei & louisa for getting 2nd (:
9. ok no more.
`toodles!
ok, listen up, i was forced to blog. grrr
ok maybe not.
LOLS siggh kinda no mood to study le. but seriously, HAZEL ANG ! BUCK UP!
realised things have changed. many things...
ive finally let go but im falling in another again. like DAMN IT?!
what the hell is wrong with me laas. grrr
&& now i doubt my leadership skills. im really disappointed in the part of the morning during teachers' day? i didnt do a good job and im aware. i dont think i am up to it yet. maybe i am more of a follower than a leader? siggghhhh. maybe i should stop persuing my dream of dance chairman.
WAKE UP HAZEL ANG
lalala~ arrrgh this aint suppose to be a emo post! lols ok its long. shall shorten it now on.
1. sorry elysia! for pangseh-ing u
2. loveeed the gathering of simun, zhanxuan and yuk hei (sadly lixuan wasnt arnd)
3. i wanna watch 4bia!
4. im still disappointed grrr.
5. im falling in . SHIIT
6. i need a dress, seriously
7. s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g!
8. congrats hongwei & louisa for getting 2nd (:
9. ok no more.
`toodles!
Saturday, August 23, 2008
RAWR xDD
its r-a-i-n-i-n-g~ =.-
craaaps its raining like crap now. grr.
zhen me ban? how?
lalala~ i hate taking umbrella canns!
DONT FORCE ME! xD
gonna meet elysia, zeeyee, leonard, shaun, jingqi, weijia and edwin ( i think) later
lol
going the jap sch open hse
NICEEEE
its r-a-i-n-i-n-g~ =.-
craaaps its raining like crap now. grr.
zhen me ban? how?
lalala~ i hate taking umbrella canns!
DONT FORCE ME! xD
gonna meet elysia, zeeyee, leonard, shaun, jingqi, weijia and edwin ( i think) later
lol
going the jap sch open hse
NICEEEE
Friday, August 22, 2008
H.E.L.L.O! :]
wow chat wif dc and learnt about many many many stuff.
sigghs? didnt noe life is so wreck now. so many things are happening and idk?
so many ppl walking towards the dark lane and i cant do anything?
i noe im not a superhero or whatsoever but i hate the feeling of helpless
out there mrs tay kept boasting that the school is improving and moving to greater heights but did she realise all these happenings?
the councellor?
the prefects?
are we only there to get them to go back to class?
how lame can it get?
why not we do something more productive instead?
STOOOOOPID SCHOOL SYSTEM
*fck it all man
wow chat wif dc and learnt about many many many stuff.
sigghs? didnt noe life is so wreck now. so many things are happening and idk?
so many ppl walking towards the dark lane and i cant do anything?
i noe im not a superhero or whatsoever but i hate the feeling of helpless
out there mrs tay kept boasting that the school is improving and moving to greater heights but did she realise all these happenings?
the councellor?
the prefects?
are we only there to get them to go back to class?
how lame can it get?
why not we do something more productive instead?
STOOOOOPID SCHOOL SYSTEM
*fck it all man
Sunday, August 17, 2008
HELLOOoOO! hahahars xD
out of a sudden feel like blogging like finally?
gotta blog bout national day but LOLS i havent upload the pics.
& gotta blog bout my gan xiang on not winning the NE video =.- SHIT MAN! i still thiink its good xDD
lol there is something bugging me really badly . gotta say. WTH is wrong wif me? stop procastinating! its just t.a.l.k.i.n.g! =..=
feel so ke xi not being frens anymore luh. so, I SHALL TOK TO U!
wooo~O wether u like it or not ^^
out of a sudden feel like blogging like finally?
gotta blog bout national day but LOLS i havent upload the pics.
& gotta blog bout my gan xiang on not winning the NE video =.- SHIT MAN! i still thiink its good xDD
lol there is something bugging me really badly . gotta say. WTH is wrong wif me? stop procastinating! its just t.a.l.k.i.n.g! =..=
feel so ke xi not being frens anymore luh. so, I SHALL TOK TO U!
wooo~O wether u like it or not ^^
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
helloooooooo~~
lols craaaaps my upper lips are swollen. =.= reason? mahjong bite me =/ wahahaha its kinda ichy and swollen. eeeek. i hope its ok xDD wahhaha! had dance tdy but dinghong laoshi wasnt around so ms tan told us to go to the ava room after stretching to watch past SYFs. the 2005 1 actually. that was the batch of dancers who are really good! hahaha. dunman high was wonderful! and i saw my senior, chengmeng xDDD and we saw the dance we are learning, lols the tibetian dance . boon lay sec did it sooo well laas! wahhahaha finally understand that my fers dance step isnt just like a curtain. its actually a really nice and graceful step. and i realised im caatching thw wrong feeling . GONNA DO IT LOADS MORE BETTER THE NEXT TIME! KAMPATEI!
lols craaaaps my upper lips are swollen. =.= reason? mahjong bite me =/ wahahaha its kinda ichy and swollen. eeeek. i hope its ok xDD wahhaha! had dance tdy but dinghong laoshi wasnt around so ms tan told us to go to the ava room after stretching to watch past SYFs. the 2005 1 actually. that was the batch of dancers who are really good! hahaha. dunman high was wonderful! and i saw my senior, chengmeng xDDD and we saw the dance we are learning, lols the tibetian dance . boon lay sec did it sooo well laas! wahhahaha finally understand that my fers dance step isnt just like a curtain. its actually a really nice and graceful step. and i realised im caatching thw wrong feeling . GONNA DO IT LOADS MORE BETTER THE NEXT TIME! KAMPATEI!
Saturday, August 02, 2008
xDD
haiirs it has been a nerve wrecking day..
mummy may not want mahjong lers ):
she thinks it is way too costly and my bro lied about mahjong's birth.
she is actually a stray dog but NOT an abandon dog ):
mummy couldnt accept the fact especially when she showered soo much care and concern on mahjong and spend soo much money on her and its simply just a stray dog!
gorgor is right. who cared bout the breed? but mummy is right too. is it worth it?
the whole family has developed strong feelings for mahjong le.. idk how would life be if she is really abandon):
i hope mummy wont give her up. hahars
what is mahjong doing now? she finally gave up biting her bone... it has been an hour! lols
i think she is going to pee now
ok she didnt xD she had a visit to mummy's room xDDD
haha it was soo funny this morning!
mahjong peed on my bros pants!
wahahahhas
good one mahjong!
she is super adorable laas!
she is now trying to jump down the chair but have no guts
wahahahah!
its her fers day jumping up the sofa today.
SUPER COOL MAN!
oh yeah brought her to the vet today for injection
but realise there is worms in her tummy =x so cannot inject...
poor girl
tc mahjong! <3
HELLOOOOO!
haiirs it has been a nerve wrecking day..
mummy may not want mahjong lers ):
she thinks it is way too costly and my bro lied about mahjong's birth.
she is actually a stray dog but NOT an abandon dog ):
mummy couldnt accept the fact especially when she showered soo much care and concern on mahjong and spend soo much money on her and its simply just a stray dog!
gorgor is right. who cared bout the breed? but mummy is right too. is it worth it?
the whole family has developed strong feelings for mahjong le.. idk how would life be if she is really abandon):
i hope mummy wont give her up. hahars
what is mahjong doing now? she finally gave up biting her bone... it has been an hour! lols
i think she is going to pee now
ok she didnt xD she had a visit to mummy's room xDDD
haha it was soo funny this morning!
mahjong peed on my bros pants!
wahahahhas
good one mahjong!
she is super adorable laas!
she is now trying to jump down the chair but have no guts
wahahahah!
its her fers day jumping up the sofa today.
SUPER COOL MAN!
oh yeah brought her to the vet today for injection
but realise there is worms in her tummy =x so cannot inject...
poor girl
tc mahjong! <3
HELLOOOOO!
Friday, August 01, 2008
YOOOOOOOOOOO
does everyone always think about what another person is thinking?
is this why some people behave so hysterically? idk frankly
its werid. sometimes people just wonder how people might think of you. but, does it make a difference? i mean, isnt being yourself the most important thing? like me, im not behaving like how i shld very often recently, im always wondering if my actions would cause any harm. is that the process of growing up? does this happen as you mature? but why, isnt it a process of learning and gaining new experience? so why care what people think. lols a part of me wants me to believe that everyones fate will work out as they want it to be and so no matter what you do its ok as its simply a process of growing up. however, another part of me is tell me that you must def think before doing anything in order not to cause more problems as the world is not that simple and one day, you will have to stand up and move into the world w/o your parents looking after you..
haha u seriously think i think waay too much. but i cant help it. i have been like that since a kid. is that why i wanna study phycology soo much? because at this current state, no one can answer my doubts so hopefully after i stuy phycology i will be able to answer my questions?
LOLS!~
` toodles
does everyone always think about what another person is thinking?
is this why some people behave so hysterically? idk frankly
its werid. sometimes people just wonder how people might think of you. but, does it make a difference? i mean, isnt being yourself the most important thing? like me, im not behaving like how i shld very often recently, im always wondering if my actions would cause any harm. is that the process of growing up? does this happen as you mature? but why, isnt it a process of learning and gaining new experience? so why care what people think. lols a part of me wants me to believe that everyones fate will work out as they want it to be and so no matter what you do its ok as its simply a process of growing up. however, another part of me is tell me that you must def think before doing anything in order not to cause more problems as the world is not that simple and one day, you will have to stand up and move into the world w/o your parents looking after you..
haha u seriously think i think waay too much. but i cant help it. i have been like that since a kid. is that why i wanna study phycology soo much? because at this current state, no one can answer my doubts so hopefully after i stuy phycology i will be able to answer my questions?
LOLS!~
` toodles
