lols! out of i sudden i feel like blogging again as my lappy is lagging so i cant do the national day video -.- and i dont feel like studying for science test now, although i dont intend to flunk it.. heez

now, there is a crisis.. jean is offline. so.. how am i going to send her the video when im done?

AND. what if every good candidate is offline? how am i suppose to send? SHIIIIT!

lols wadever..

well i just wanna say, i dont need anyone's sympathy so im like extremely fine? im not angry wif you, just i hate the way u treat me.. not YOU but YOU. yes. i believe many people wont understand..

i really dont like the feeling okays... its like as if im desperate...

FYI, IM NOT!

because im hazel ang. if im desperate , i will def tok to him. but im not toking to him , = IM NOT DESPERATE FOR HIM (;

lols. i have been talking about this crapp for way too long! its getting out of date okays... wahaha~ once again i flunk morning recital & pledge =.=

when i tot i FINALLY did it well today, mrs cheng corrected me saying S.A.N.G.H.A is pronounced as sang-gar not sang-ha. like wth? then why have the h? and i tot K.H.A.N is pronounce as han not KHAN? so doesnt it means that S.A.N.G.H.A is pronounce as sang-ha?


LOLS!

YOH!

wow~ it has been a crazyyy day xD

wahas! and you noe wat?

by simply passing something can actually cause a short circuit.! =.=

like SHIT?

the hard work all these while just voooom and gone? =.==.=


CRAAAAAAPS!

toodles

out of a sudden i wondered...

if life here is the same as the life in Jonas' community, how would it be?

living life in sameness...

would jonas regret after he arrive in our world with least amount of sameness and loads of choices?

would he enjoy experiencing love of all kinds, parents love, friends love and spouse love?

would he enjoy choosing his future?

would he enjoy happiness; fear; anxious; surprises; grief?

would he enjoy feeling silly?

would he cry when his love ones die?

would he laugh at a funny joke?

would his heart ache when someone important to him leaves?

would he feel confuse when the thing he keen for most simply wont be his?

would he learn to accept things?

would he learn to cherish?

what would i be if i went to jonas' community?

would i enjoy not making choices?

would i enjoy sameness?

would i enjoy not experiencing love, grief, joy, fear, keen-ess?

would i be happy?

would like be better than what it is now?

many people told me that i think way too much.. but this has been me, since i was young.. ponder ponder ponder. i care way too much. i think soo much. its a miracle that i am grey hair-less! xDD

sometimes i wonder, do i belong to an asylum?






LIFE, define it for me (:?

how much more silly can i get?

i shrewed EVERYTHING up!

its no longer the same.


am i suppose to be happy?

where is all my confidence?

im trying SOOO hard to search for everything i lost throughout my journey.!

im not convinced.

not convinced AT ALL!

what the hell is wrong?

i thougth i have finally kept everything. but one look and all these sufferings i endured is gone. one simple word and it has all vanish. im back to square one again.

yays? ):

it hurts soooo much. why dont i even have the courage to ask ''are you ok? or take care''. will it kill me?

but somehow i know the reason why im not doing it, will it even make a difference to him?

NO. NEVER.

he dont need me to say''rest well. take a break. get well soon. go sleep now.! hurry! gogogo! take care!''

these aint my lines. i cant find it in my script. so why should i bother trying to snatch someone elses' lines?

i wont feel better yeah? =/

hahars, welcome to reality hazel ang. life aint so beautiful. im glad you had the courage to explore.

swollowing every single bit of sorrow hurts. it kills. im suffering.

i dont deny...

glad that something in me couldnt change.

i canNOT hide my feelings

YAYs!...................

*sighs*

even if i noe this isnt in my script, and the director of this story is gonna say ''CUT! retake! hazel ! how many times must i say?! you are not the leading lady! so stop snatching lines from this pretty young talented lady whose the leading lady!''...


PLEASE TAKE CARE.



sorry for a emotional post. (:

toodles

hello!

haiis. rather sad-ed. xDD

had table bbq yesterday! WOOo000 shiok arh! was really good

its family bonding u noe!

muahahahs. mum's going tmr. =x

really scared. sometimes tears flow outs in the night. its scary to think about the future if you are not around... what if life is way tooo difficult. im so scared. really scared. nowadays, im way relaying on you. cant stop it. im so afraid to lose you. ))): why do i have to go pulau semakau tmr?!

SHIT!

YOHZ!

lols! lovee yesterday's outing! wooo~

bot 2 overalls (1 dress ; 1 pants) , 1 belt and 1 suspender (:

haha far east is like deserted? sad-ed.

lOLs! and ther aint many nice clothes nowadays. aww~

trust me! blossomz clothes are SUPER nice. but, its relatively expensive ):

met up with elysia, clara and edwin. walked around orchard looking for cinema =.=

ended up going to PS gv instead. but jean and i couldnt watch as its too late. sobbs

zzZZZzzZZ~...

went for swensens with jean, minqi, elysia, clara, edwin , zeeyee and leonard.

YUMMMSSSS

while waiting to be seated, we highed! and once again, i started the scandaling ;P

clara + edwin = retarded baby

minqi + leonard = old flame

jean + zeeyee = bickering xiao liang kou

elysia + leonard = BAI MA WANG ZI

elysia + zeeyee + edwin + clara = RAINBOW.!

lols, its ok if you dont understand ;D

camwhorre!


ONE.



twooo


tweeee


fourr


fiveee


syxx


savun


egg



naii



tarn

(:


the h00dies


i loveee my hoodie!



his craziness. -.=

YoH! weee~! going shopping wif twinne <3 tmr.!

so excited. wakakakakka~

had dance today =)

i almost faint?

hahahah! idk why too. when i was doing stretching, i felt a sudden heat around me like some flame burning my face? (not blushing alrite)
then after that i sweat like crap when i wasnt doing anything energy constraining.
-.-after that i started to feel giddy then it became chills with loads of sweat. my body became super chilly and weak. like wth? so ass luh! dowanna fall sick =( ohoh! i think my back really have smth wrong?
its reall painful and after doing back bent i couldnt get up? until puaysee pull me up . =\ soobs!

You Are Disco Dancing

You are very energetic and lively. You could dance all night. Fun loving and social, you like dancing best when everyone in the room is dancing. You love to dance to anything, and it's hard to stop once you start. You love dancing in a crowd. And no matter how big the crowd, all eyes are usually on you.

not bad arh! xDDD

You are a 1980s Diva

Bright colors, bigger than life patterns, and outrageous fashions. Your fashion style always has a retro yet futuristic edge.

rrrrrrrrrrrrr(trying to do the tongue twisting thing ) etro!

You Are 62% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks. Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.

i lurrrr(trying again )ve blogthings! <3

You Are a Spork

You have a playful, eccentric sense of humor. You are creative. You see the world in bold colors. You are a dabbler. You love to experiment. You aren't an expert in anything, but you know a little about everything.

sporrrrrrk! hahas nv used it before.. shall buy one some day. keke

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

CHOOOY! im perfectly fine luhs! =x

Your Halloween Costume Should Be

Candy Corn

woooo! thats HOT! sizzling hot~

xD ok. lame enough lers kaka!

its O.V.E.R.

LOLS wat else can i say?

superrr tired recently. idk why too.

somehow hoped that i can be really sick =/

heehees. mummy is finally back from genting! woooooooo~

haha i miss her so much?

i dont even knw why las! haha like some 3 yr old kid.

soooo many things happened recently.

maybe i was really sleeping / dreaming.

things are going back to normal lers. hopefully..

well. i will live my life as usual and please. no one have to ask me how am i?

i am perfectly FINE (:

if you see me feeling down, its def NOT that. really..

hahhars!

I DISLIKE PREFECT DUTIES!

i seriously dont like the feeling of standing on the steps trying really hard to get people to go down.. its like, does it make a difference? -.=

WADEVER!

im off to study xD

ohyes.! had drama lessons today. trust me, its really COOL!

the teacher is like super pro? and well ive learn loads. eg. i aint that gd actually. heex.


TATAS!

ASSHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


im behaving liike a farking despo?

wat is wrong with me?

you are driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why cant i just let you go?

its not like youre the best? =\


wat is happening to me?

this cannot go on anymore.! it has reached the limit.

LIFE SUCKS THESE DAYS!

its so irritating.

its so wrong

this is soooooo not me.

where am i?

whats going on?

what is exactly happening?

thank you.

u dont have to feel sorry.

i shld feel sorry.

why did i like you anw?

its not like theres gonna be a happy ending?

its not like one day you will wake up and say ILY?

i dun even need that..

wat do i need?

i need you to leave my world?

but wat can YOU do to help?

IDK !

what can i do to help

IDK TOO!

wat the hell?

this is sooooo horrible..!

why is this happening?

fers my bestfren now you,

wat is wrong

what is wrong with me and the month july?

can things get any worst?

how much more pain must i suffer??

THE OTHER PERSON LIKING ME IS LIKE A TORTURE.

i cant share my tots.

it sucks.

and you?!

why YOU!
why must i like you!


why why why?

can anyone answer me?/

becos you are so frenly?
becos you are nice?
becos you are you?
becos you seem like a plushie?

if i need a plushie so much why cant i just hug the tons of plushies in my room? isnt that gd enough and fair enough and nice enough?

WHY WHY WHY??

why must i like a walking plushie.

isnt a non-living thing plushie better?

i wont have to suffer and the plushie can be mine, FOREVER,!

but why prefer the walking plushie?


is this greed?

but why? its so irritating. its so confusing.

im so pissed

idk why?!

someone help please?

if some day u were to wake up and see this.

please for godsake kindly say hi to me alrite?

just tat simple.

thankyou.
that is all i ask from you..

idk wats wrong with me

but i think im going berserk very soon.

wats happening?

wat exactly are you thinking?

if you seriously have no feelings , why be so nice and give the wrong info?!

I HAD ENOUGH.

what can i do?

N.O.T.H.I.N.G

how great?

if only mummy is around...

ahhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~




FARK!

FUCK

Name 20 people you can think of now. Dun read the question till u name 20 ppl. At the end, choose 5 ppl to do the quiz!


1) elysia 2) zeeyee 3) leonard 4) jean 5) kimberley 6) joey 7) puaysee 8) faye 9) eldon 10) jun pei 11) catherine(meatball) 12) celestine 13) Jie Ying 14)wan ru 15)shaun 16) weijia 17) jingqi 18)weibin 19) peggy 20) vivian



1) How do you meet 14? >> wanru. she has been in the same class as in since last yr. 1c; 2c

2)What would you do if you have never meet 1? >> elysia. my life will not be so colourful . but that will only happen if she really went to Dubai xDD

3)What if 9 & 20 dated?>> eldon and vivian. never ever? lols eldon is younger and its impossible?

4) Will 16& 17 date?>>weijia and jingqi. LOLS they seem more like brothers? but well... unless one day they decide to be gays? xDD

5) Describe 3>> leonard. the super got yi qi; playful; childish; think loads; fun; act cute; nice; super on ; rich; unique dress sense de laopa (;

6)Describe 7>> puaysee . super frank, nice, loyal, great dancer, great senior, lamo, idk?

7) Do you know any of 12 family?>> celestine. i saw them before but idk them

8) What would u do if 18 that he/she likes you?>> weibin. nono? he is my best buddy. forever! ((:


9) Who is 9 going out with?>> eldon. lols he is single~



10) When was the last time you talk with 13?>> Jie Ying. friday.
11) Who is 2's favourite singer?>> Wan Ru . I don noe cause she is a lamer (:

12) Would you ever date 4?>> jean. she is twinnie <3 if im a guy and she wants me!

13) Would you ever date 1?>> elysia. LOLS never~!

14) Is 19 single?>> peggy. LOLS yessss

15) Would you ever be in relationship with 11?>> catherine. NO AND NEVER but i will eat her up MUAHAHA


16) School of 3?>> leonard. mjr . was from mbs

17) Where does 6 lives?>> joey. ehhh somewhere near chungcheng + tkgs?

18) What is your favourite things of 5?>> kimberley. her frank-ness

19) Have you ever seen 10 naked?>> junpei. NO AND NEVER WANNA! eeeek *pukes*?

Invite this 5 ppl to do this quiz(:. celestine ; shaun ; weijia; peggy ; jean

YOHSSSS!

hahars . today is like so suay? i woke up with a horrible dream! it was like eeeek~ so creepy can? haha this was how it went,

i cant rmbr wat happen at fers but i was in a hurry to a shopping centre which have a double storey swensens =.= haha it was like ... -,- haha! i was suppose to meet elysia , wenshi and another guy which i cannnot rmbr who xDD so we went to swensens but when elysia and i arrived, wenshi wasnt there, instead the guy who liked wenshi (idk his name xD) was there. he was like how he is normally, oh-so irritating xDD! hahars then after awhile we were told we have to go into this haunted hse to save someone. i was like uh? HAHARS! so retard then idk what happen but i was really scared :/

then when i woke up, it was raining and i didnt bring an umbrella. when i went downstairs, and the bus was almost here, i realised i forgot to bring my wallet! i was like SHIT! so i went up and took my wallet and umbrella then i decided to take taxi. i tot i had 15 in my wallet but after i got up the taxi i realised i oni had 10 like OMG? hahars~~ luckily it was enough.. then i was almost late and i couldnt find my tie -,- then during hist lesson, my eyes started to swell, and it became so serious i had to go home. URRRGH! and when i went to see a doc, i almost fall and dropped my fone. like WTH IS WRONG WIF ME?!


SUPER SUAY CAN~!! urrrghs.!


its ok if u dont like me, just dun be so confuse ok? there is nth to be confuse bout.!

HELLOOOO

lols i had a lot of pain while making the word caps as i was pressing shift and my wrist hurt like craapp!!!

guess its becos of the angle ba. haha

it all started this morning..

2c gals were playing captain balls with 4f girls when i fell out of no reason HAHA and i have super weak and fragile wrist so yeah. i twisted it. then during recess, when i was walking down the steps with kim, i almost fell down the stairs -.- ass rite? so i place loads of pressure on my wrist and it hurt like craaaap! now, its painful,however it is bandage so is rather ok haha! but its like so freeeaaaaking suay de luhs!

anw, gtg be the goodie good girl! ;D cyahs all and tctc!


ASSSHOLEEEEE

goodbye. this will be the last. takecare.

01. What's more important?
uuh... smile ? it makes everything look so easy xD

08. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?.
chi-ko-bei!

09. What bottom are you wearing now?.
shorts?

10. What is the nicest text in your inbox say?.
from the special someone <3 DUH! its a secret
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?.
no. who will?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?.
nopes

13. What was the last movie you caught?.
ice age 2 WOOO!

14. What are you proud of?.
uh.. being able to dance? xDD

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?.
weijia' ''LOL. you xin jiu hao! hahas xP wow, 25 days didnt see u all le ><'' 06/06. HAHARS~ so old hor?

16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?.
switzerland <333

17. Do you have any nicknames?.
yeah. monkey, dora-e-mon, young piece of shit, zel, idk?

18. What does your last received text message say?.
uh.. u wont wanna noe. its NASTY =x

19. What time did you do to bed last night?.
12.07 am was the last time i looked at the clock (:

20. Are you currently happy?.
not really?

21. Who gives you best advice?
weibin

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?.
i love it!

23. Who did you talk to on phone last
jieying.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?.
yeah. 2 things. F!

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?.
my mother. lols she is so noob

26. Do you wear toe socks?.
LOL when i was in qingdao. its cute ok!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?.
mummy. 4/7/08 5.31 pm

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?.
yes. VERY often

29. What annoys you most in a person?.
keeping a distance away form others. TAT SUCKS

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?.
not really a crush, its ''like''. =x

31. Have you ever done cocaine?. do you believe in love?
no way! yess

32. What is the colour of your room?.
bright orange and yellow. i wanted to be happy all the time. apparently it didnt really work.

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?.
if i dont have to go into jail and face any punishment? lols

34. Do you believe in the saying “talk is cheap”?.
talk is cheap? uh?

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?.
me?

36. Who was the last person to hug you?.
er.. mummy?

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?.
yeah =\

38. Do you have a life?.
yes!

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?.
yar. my mother. she was lying there acting dead. -.-

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?.
i dont have one. but im planning to put a*mei 's ru guo ni ye ting shup (if u heard it too) xD


41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?.
lols my love of my life... IM SERIOUS

42. Last time you smiled?.
now?

43. Have you changed this year?.
yeah. loads

44. What are you listening right now?.
the tv. xDD

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?.
yes. eldon aka jie xD

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?.
both! walking with ur eyes close is fun!

47. Is there a quote you live by?.
live life to the fullest? LOLS

48. Do you want someone you cant have?.
yes. the love of my life ): i dont think he wants me.. hahars

49. Have you ever played an instrument?.
yeah. keyboard; violin; guitar; recorder; maracas; erhu; drum; piano; bells; traingle. LOL but im good at nothing. heh

50. What was the worst idea you have had in this week?.
erm scolding a woman?

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?.
watching jing qu jiang

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?.
NO!

53. What song best describe your love life?
ru guo ni ye ting shuo. by a*mei

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?.
i dun think so ?

55. Who always make you laugh?.
elysia <3 ; weibin

56. Do you speak other language other than English?.
mandarin; hokkien; lil' cantonese; lil' teochew; lil' malay

57. Favourite website?
www.m0nk3yy-d00dles.blogspot.com (:

58.What your middle name?.
i dont have one. the name is hazel ang han ling

59. What are you doing tomorrow?.
painting my classroom i guess...

60. What do you think you are like?.
why not u ask yourself how u think i am like?

61. Who will you choose to die with?.
currently, its my mum and dad and him xDD

62. Where have you been today?.
home. home. home. maybe gonna collect my doggy later?

63. What game do you play often?.
i dont play online games. uhh scissors paper stone? xDD

64. Who are you missing right now?.
stop asking the obvious! the love of my life... duh?

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?.
friends.

66. What are you doing right now?.
doing the quiz listening to the tv , toking to eldon and er thinking about the love of my life? =\

67. Which primary school are you from?.
BEDOK WEST PRIMARY SCHOOL! (BWPS)

68. Name 3 colours that you like?.
purple; hot pink; red

69. What emotion you like to show?.
happiness! =D

70. What is your life to you?.
a game of obsticals

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?.
eat.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?.
currently. im still toking to eldon

73. Who you admire most?.
chandra gupta<3

74. Which month are you born in?.
MARCH!

75. How are you feeling right now?.
lil' pissed lil' excited very restless

76. What is the time now?.
1.14 pm

77. Where are you now?.
home sweet home

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?.
my hair is not dyed. and i dont plan to do so anytime soon.

79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?
idk? i dont care. xDD

80. What do you do when you are moody?.
talk ?

81. At which age you wish to get marry?.
er 28?

82. Who is more important to you?.
family <3 mummy

83. Do you think you have enough confident?.
i guess so..

84. Who is the person you trust the most?.
weibin. LOL

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?.
i always do. i mean usually.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?.
clearing all my weirdo doubts

87. What is your goal for this year?.
get >70% overall for EOY

88. Do you believe in eternity love?.
yeaps

89. What feeling do you love most?.
happiness

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?.
yess.

91. Is all your good friends good to you?
er.. yes?

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?.
mostly. except those who dont cherish the friendship with me? =x

93. Do you believe in god?.
yes.

94. Who cares for you most?.
mummy

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?.
the strength to carry on (:

96. What will you bring when you fight?.
if i have to, er pepper spray? LOLS

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?.
urm. having hatred

98. What would you feel that everyone no longer cares for you?.
uh? end of the world? LOLS

99. What if your stead two-timed you?.
i will kick his balls and tell him its sooo way over! ASSHOLE

100.Who is your close n best fren in ur life now?
elysia ; weibin ; lixuan

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.

Next list 8 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post.
Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.People to do this quiz.
LOLS can i not get others to do? its so ma fan. whoever who wants it can just copy it. xDD


LOL i just realised eldon and i dont have Q2-7 LOLS wadever~

hellos. heh i was bored and so i drew some craps..its rather lame xD anw, enjoy~

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featuring..! ant , ah bang and lolli!



lolli~

heh. paiseh i forgot to the take pic of ant saying ''lolli!''




ah bang '' lolli is mine!!''






seem familiar? xDD
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-kopi craze-

many would say coffee houses are one of the hot spots to hangout nowadays.



ant prefers to drink kopi-o in a coffeshop -.-


ah bang prefers an ang-moh hangout, buckteeth coffee (:



even lolli wants to be the HOT kid in town!
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-big dreams-

everyone have dreams... so do ant



ant working oh-so hard.!




ant has graduated. in his/her dreams



all ant can do is dream, one day his alarm clock will ring and BOOM! back to reality (:





wake up before its too late. JIAYOU!!
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LOL i was trying to be artistic. apparently, it didnt work xDD


sorry bout the horrible quality and drawing. hehs but yeah at least i entertained myself x))

YOOOH!

hahars i was searching the net when i came across this girl who sings in youtube.

trust me, she is goood ((:







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compair them (:








she WAS my idol (:

YOH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
YOU ARE BORN IN THE ZOO
WITH ALL THE LIONS AND MONKEY.
YOU EVEN SMELL LIKE ONE TOO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ;D

haha its my mummy's bday. went for dinner. yumyum. where is she nw? playing mahjong
-.-
LOL! went home wif my CHILDISH OLD brother xDD .
we were like bickering all the way home?
he kept making fun of my pimples.!
urrgh
they are SIZZLING HOT OK!
xDDD

anw, does cheeseburger or abu sounds cuter to you?

please tag my c0rkboard. thanks!

LOLS

IM GONNA WIN MY BRO MAN!!! ;D

had loads activities going on recently. so yeap trying hard to spend time studying and getting ready for ALL obsticals (:


ELYSIA TAN! *BOO~


out of boredom xDD

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an angelic lil' piggy sitting all alone


a big bad wolf with big bad ideas xDD


embarking on her journey


hoho. noe ur enemy before you strike!


ATTACKKKKKK


MUAHAAHHA!
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loLs! i noe its rather lame shit. but well. i was bored ok! xDD




how cuteee?
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now, the www pics xDD

twinnie <3



noobie cass



look at his stupid expression xDD




chao da TWEETY


my retarded buddy x)

horny noob
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guang ming shan charity show (:















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syf opening. there are loads of pic but yeah, it isnt really nice so one will do ba






inconsiderate citizens! OKOK i threw it xD ACCIDENTALLY.

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haha! wushu competetion. i look like im dancing can! NOOB xDD