it has been awhile since i talked to you. do you know how much i miss you? this is painful... how much longer can i go on? ): this dont seem very fair to you. but what else can i do? i hate to walk away. why not you come after me? will you ever do that? i doubt. if only you can answer my doubts...
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LOL ! tomorrow is your birthday... i guess i wont be able to say it out of my mouth, so yeah, happy birthday. i hope you've moved on.. fact is that, i cant. but ive taken a step forward. thanks for all the memories. both sweet and bitter. please promise me to live life to the fullest alrites? takecare. and you will be on someone's mind deep down. the someone would def be me.. have fun tomorrow! lols it has been a year, how fast can it be! i will always remember what happened in june one fine day... our first step. wow? haha! (:
Monday, June 23, 2008
Sunday, June 15, 2008
GAWD!
have you ever felt like switching on the fan is like scorching warm but switching on the aircon is like freezing cold? and you feel like doing nothing and gets irritated with everything and feels like you're gonna crazy?
the ans is yes? it simply means u have the symtoms of restless-ness syndrome. and you can get an expert in restless-logy to help you. if you can, please get the restless-loGIST to help ME too. IM GOING CRAZY~
UUURGH im so bored. and i dont feel like doing ANYTHING! crrrraaaaps =(
have you ever felt like switching on the fan is like scorching warm but switching on the aircon is like freezing cold? and you feel like doing nothing and gets irritated with everything and feels like you're gonna crazy?
the ans is yes? it simply means u have the symtoms of restless-ness syndrome. and you can get an expert in restless-logy to help you. if you can, please get the restless-loGIST to help ME too. IM GOING CRAZY~
UUURGH im so bored. and i dont feel like doing ANYTHING! crrrraaaaps =(
Saturday, June 14, 2008
WEIJIA IS A JI DAN GAO . xP
WOW! ive just realised that the perfomance at kong meng shan is freakking HUGE!
the most ex tix is at $500!
wow? and we few silver award manjusrians are going to perform! how cool its that?!
its on the same stage as hot faves stars around s'pore ok!
so wat if ppl think that BIC aint cool?! we get to perform and tickets are selling at $500. do you? xP so what if is charity! u dont get to perform at tickets selling at $500 everyday ok! weeee~~~
dont believe? i have prove~ xD http://www.kmspks.org/events/concert08.html
ohyea glad that mummy is alrite <3 i was so afraid. heh. hope she'll stay healthy. weee~~ gotta celebrate man! *if you dunnoe anything bout tis, please dont ask (: its private & confidential. LOLS!
AARRRGH! i need SHOPPING <3
the most ex tix is at $500!
wow? and we few silver award manjusrians are going to perform! how cool its that?!
its on the same stage as hot faves stars around s'pore ok!
so wat if ppl think that BIC aint cool?! we get to perform and tickets are selling at $500. do you? xP so what if is charity! u dont get to perform at tickets selling at $500 everyday ok! weeee~~~
dont believe? i have prove~ xD http://www.kmspks.org/events/concert08.html
ohyea glad that mummy is alrite <3 i was so afraid. heh. hope she'll stay healthy. weee~~ gotta celebrate man! *if you dunnoe anything bout tis, please dont ask (: its private & confidential. LOLS!
AARRRGH! i need SHOPPING <3
Friday, June 13, 2008
HELLOOO!
had bic today.
lols! it turned out okay ba.
woke up a lil off time so hurried to gram's!
LOLS crrapps today so unlucky! missed 3 buses =.=
missed 38 to tampines interchange. well wadever!
carried a huge ''travel'' bag to gram's haha
it was filled with pressie!
haha~ slacked at gram's and chatted with her.
miss her so much la! haha. it has been sometime since i visited her...
promised to go down to her place before i go for camp. waha
gugu treated me wanton noodle and grams made me big plate of rice and soup and dishes. YUM YUM.!
hahas finished reflection and took bus down to tampines interchange again.
missed bus AGAIN =.= this is the second time.
luckily another bus came soon after HAHA~
i act smart tot no sits in the train so i decided to take towards pasir ris , forgetting its non-peak hour! LOLS sat in train at tampines to pasir ris for almost 15 mins.? haha! *yawns!*
met seed; ma and nuer..
saw someone i didnt expect. CRAAAPS was so scared =x
hahahah! i dun even noe why i reacted so akwardly ... tsktsk!
went to hawker to eat but ended up slacking. HAHA!
saw meatball and chatted with her <<3 haha!
chatted with wushu members and crapped
went bic. well. soso luh taught some of them and did positioning. WOO ~
i love to do positioning <3
hahaha~~ went to tm to watch mooovie with ma and nuer.
lols the wushu guys were actually going but couldnt make it in the end. sorry to pangseh! =/
lols promise to hangout when i have time kk! (((:
i really wanna go WWW!!!! arrrrgh ):
cant i have a day off? puh-lease? lols everyday is packed up. well, at least maths hw is done! WEEE~ haha gotta chiong the others le.
jiayou hazel!
oh ya the third time i miss another bus was when i was goin back from tm .
38 agian =.=
OH YA! i wanted to pee in the cinema so i kept repeating ''i need to pee'' like many times? until cannot tahan and kungfu panda actually said the same thing! HAHA farnie ba!
and mr poh, you aint kungfu panda ok! although u noe wushu, look like a bear & EAT LOADS! you aint the chosen one ;D oh and puh-leaseeee tell me who ):
SMILIES! and nities!
had bic today.
lols! it turned out okay ba.
woke up a lil off time so hurried to gram's!
LOLS crrapps today so unlucky! missed 3 buses =.=
missed 38 to tampines interchange. well wadever!
carried a huge ''travel'' bag to gram's haha
it was filled with pressie!
haha~ slacked at gram's and chatted with her.
miss her so much la! haha. it has been sometime since i visited her...
promised to go down to her place before i go for camp. waha
gugu treated me wanton noodle and grams made me big plate of rice and soup and dishes. YUM YUM.!
hahas finished reflection and took bus down to tampines interchange again.
missed bus AGAIN =.= this is the second time.
luckily another bus came soon after HAHA~
i act smart tot no sits in the train so i decided to take towards pasir ris , forgetting its non-peak hour! LOLS sat in train at tampines to pasir ris for almost 15 mins.? haha! *yawns!*
met seed; ma and nuer..
saw someone i didnt expect. CRAAAPS was so scared =x
hahahah! i dun even noe why i reacted so akwardly ... tsktsk!
went to hawker to eat but ended up slacking. HAHA!
saw meatball and chatted with her <<3 haha!
chatted with wushu members and crapped
went bic. well. soso luh taught some of them and did positioning. WOO ~
i love to do positioning <3
hahaha~~ went to tm to watch mooovie with ma and nuer.
lols the wushu guys were actually going but couldnt make it in the end. sorry to pangseh! =/
lols promise to hangout when i have time kk! (((:
i really wanna go WWW!!!! arrrrgh ):
cant i have a day off? puh-lease? lols everyday is packed up. well, at least maths hw is done! WEEE~ haha gotta chiong the others le.
jiayou hazel!
oh ya the third time i miss another bus was when i was goin back from tm .
38 agian =.=
OH YA! i wanted to pee in the cinema so i kept repeating ''i need to pee'' like many times? until cannot tahan and kungfu panda actually said the same thing! HAHA farnie ba!
and mr poh, you aint kungfu panda ok! although u noe wushu, look like a bear & EAT LOADS! you aint the chosen one ;D oh and puh-leaseeee tell me who ):
SMILIES! and nities!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
YOH!!!
haha super tired today.
had dance since 9-6?
YAWNS!
really sleepy le... cos have been mugging my maths
the pythagoras theorem thingy. lol ! so diff luh
but i think i got it le.. WOOO!
i was planning tmr schedule for bic LOL
COOL BANANAS!
it will be my fers time leading w/o jiahui or suhiang... hope it will work out well =x
YAYS! yawn . seriously gotta sleep soon. heh well.. i have a few pics today xD
cool ba! i love n73 editing man! <333
ely-sai!
puay see my best buddy ever~
lastly, JEAN <3
alrite. gotta sleep. good nite all (:
haha super tired today.
had dance since 9-6?
YAWNS!
really sleepy le... cos have been mugging my maths
the pythagoras theorem thingy. lol ! so diff luh
but i think i got it le.. WOOO!
i was planning tmr schedule for bic LOL
COOL BANANAS!
it will be my fers time leading w/o jiahui or suhiang... hope it will work out well =x
YAYS! yawn . seriously gotta sleep soon. heh well.. i have a few pics today xD
cool ba! i love n73 editing man! <333
ely-sai!
puay see my best buddy ever~
lastly, JEAN <3
alrite. gotta sleep. good nite all (:
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
YOH! suppose to bring my fone to samsung but i couldnt find the warranty card so daddy asked me to go another day. HEHS im actually seriously lazy to go out too. slacked the whole day.
the weather was like super hot?
so i became SUPER pissed. LOl!
was in a horrible mood. ARRGHS
nothing much happened today, fact is, it was B.O.R.I.N.G! keke~~
i was watching step up 2 when the disc went berserk when andy was at missy's party. CRRAAAPS! tat is like the nicest part? awww~~
once again, im impressed, VERY impressed. HAHA~~
left with $20 for the week.. haiis gotta spend with careful planning...
WOOOO! there will be dance tomorrow! wakakak~ super excited. it has been soooo long ever since i went for dance you know! and its like dance is my life? WEEE~~ cant wait for tomorrow. and i miss puay see!!!! GAL! I CAN SEE YOU TOMORROW! WEEEEEES~~
alrite. tats all i guess. oh ya!
you you you! yes im talking about you! BLOCKED (: as you wish! :x
the weather was like super hot?
so i became SUPER pissed. LOl!
was in a horrible mood. ARRGHS
nothing much happened today, fact is, it was B.O.R.I.N.G! keke~~
i was watching step up 2 when the disc went berserk when andy was at missy's party. CRRAAAPS! tat is like the nicest part? awww~~
once again, im impressed, VERY impressed. HAHA~~
left with $20 for the week.. haiis gotta spend with careful planning...
WOOOO! there will be dance tomorrow! wakakak~ super excited. it has been soooo long ever since i went for dance you know! and its like dance is my life? WEEE~~ cant wait for tomorrow. and i miss puay see!!!! GAL! I CAN SEE YOU TOMORROW! WEEEEEES~~
alrite. tats all i guess. oh ya!
you you you! yes im talking about you! BLOCKED (: as you wish! :x
Monday, June 09, 2008
WOO HAPPY 200 POST! HAPPY 200 POST ! HAPPY 200 POST TO HAZEL~~ HAPPY 200 POST TO HAZEL!!
lols actually, this is the 201th post xDD keke. wadever!
lols woke up early today. weijia was suppose to wake me up at 7.35 but in the end he woke me up at 7.45. LOLS luckily i heng heng the the recurrent alarm was set at 7.30. keke . of cos i didnt realise it! crapps tmr sure ring again =.= . haha~
so i woke up got ready and wash my 2 fatty wuguis. haha~~ they have been real good girls xD and they are really cute!!
hurried to busstop and elysia called me. i was kinda engross and i forgot to tap the card when i go down -.= laji! haha met elysia and realised everyone else wil be late so we sat all the way to pasir ris then back to aljunied met millie,cass,matilda,edwin,weijia,shaun,jingqi and weibin. went back to pasir ris.
HAHAH~ i became super hyper and FYI WEIJIA, I WASNT OVER EXCITED. XDD i was just er.. wanna have fun. LOLS and i was bored. kaka~ i immitated elysia and she got really irritated! wakakakas
went in and had loads of fun. screamed my way thru~ lols and the haunted house was like really scary? the lady keep scary me and i got so afraid i grab whoever infront of me really tight. unfortunately, its weijia~! LOLS so funny luh.. then the stupid edwin keep scaring me =.= even after the second we went it, it was so crapp! someone when to turn this horrible looking 'doll' crap. i was so scared i squated down and i almost cried la! haha poor elysia had to pull me up.. HAHA! then weijia keep saying OMG look behind! it totally creeps me out la! FINE! i noe imnot timid =x . who cares! i had fun.! played inverter tons of time. and leonard,weijia,shaun,edwin,elysia,matilda wanted to make me really wet during the bumper boat game, but in the end, weijia was the wettest. WOO! and its MY creation . xP
YAY ! I HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN TODAY! thanks loads all!!!
after the escape fun, leonard,edwin,elysia,weijia and me went to eat. LOLS re ben chun! LOLS~~~ ate like loads? ordered soo much. but the food , frankly, SUCKED =x hah! nevermind bout that... wakkakakas~ it cost like 122+? eekk! so bu zhi de. really must thank my laopa! i swear im gonna pay him. xDDD
ok lastly, im really tired, next outing, WILD WILD WET! wahars!
lols actually, this is the 201th post xDD keke. wadever!
lols woke up early today. weijia was suppose to wake me up at 7.35 but in the end he woke me up at 7.45. LOLS luckily i heng heng the the recurrent alarm was set at 7.30. keke . of cos i didnt realise it! crapps tmr sure ring again =.= . haha~
so i woke up got ready and wash my 2 fatty wuguis. haha~~ they have been real good girls xD and they are really cute!!
hurried to busstop and elysia called me. i was kinda engross and i forgot to tap the card when i go down -.= laji! haha met elysia and realised everyone else wil be late so we sat all the way to pasir ris then back to aljunied met millie,cass,matilda,edwin,weijia,shaun,jingqi and weibin. went back to pasir ris.
HAHAH~ i became super hyper and FYI WEIJIA, I WASNT OVER EXCITED. XDD i was just er.. wanna have fun. LOLS and i was bored. kaka~ i immitated elysia and she got really irritated! wakakakas
went in and had loads of fun. screamed my way thru~ lols and the haunted house was like really scary? the lady keep scary me and i got so afraid i grab whoever infront of me really tight. unfortunately, its weijia~! LOLS so funny luh.. then the stupid edwin keep scaring me =.= even after the second we went it, it was so crapp! someone when to turn this horrible looking 'doll' crap. i was so scared i squated down and i almost cried la! haha poor elysia had to pull me up.. HAHA! then weijia keep saying OMG look behind! it totally creeps me out la! FINE! i noe im
YAY ! I HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN TODAY! thanks loads all!!!
after the escape fun, leonard,edwin,elysia,weijia and me went to eat. LOLS re ben chun! LOLS~~~ ate like loads? ordered soo much. but the food , frankly, SUCKED =x hah! nevermind bout that... wakkakakas~ it cost like 122+? eekk! so bu zhi de. really must thank my laopa! i swear im gonna pay him. xDDD
ok lastly, im really tired, next outing, WILD WILD WET! wahars!
Sunday, June 08, 2008
HEYOOO! lols im back!
miss me bah! i was about to post yesterday.. but i accidently pressed a crappy button and BOOM all ive wrote is gone =.= CRAAPS! i almost cried la.. haha so let the pics do the talking bah..
the first time going to tapang primary school. these are some enthu kids standing opposite us looking at us. xDD
the freaking effects caused by minefields =x
landmines. tsktsk
stupid face and i were bored during our 2 h journey in the bus.
the suit you MUST wear before you go into the mine fields.
LOL and im in the suit xDDD
mr lai and his bugs =.=
stupid didnt wanna take photo with me ):
the process of making a landmine explode .
if you look carefully, there are grey clouds and thats the explosion. the impacts was WOW!
before our distrubution started
the cute little cambodians queuing up for our distribution
the villagers living near the minefields.
the horrible conditions of roads. can you imagine riding on a minibus for almost 2 hours and 60% of the road are in such pathetic state?
the huge pigs we saw. it is as big as a cow and it pee-d for 40 sec. WOW?
LOLs some of my crazy moments xD
introducing... the wonder-hanger!
wonder-hanger has turn into tuanehneh =/
and now im an indian [no offence alrite! xD]
lols more of my crazy antics xD
lols ! when zeeyee turns woman and when hazel turns man. xDD
im glad we've changed back
seed. my best buddy ever~ (:
more of my crazy acts. fyi, im wearing all the caps everyone in the bus owns. xD
end proj of our sch ((:
the cute kids in tapang primary
my new fren, harmony tee (((:
handing over ceremony
official handover. thats the principal, i think.. so diff from s'pore's hor?
the cambodians did a dance for me. in exchange, mr lai made me dance too =x
mr lai dancing with the cambodians xD
the cakes they made for us.
coconut girl. <3 aint she just sooo adorable? *xiuqian, you should be jealous x{
a cambodian boy with a cute hairdo.
coconut girl and her friend
she helped me during my first day in tapang pri by carrying truckloads sack of soil xDD
mjr's first few batch coming to cambodia helped to built this weaving/ pottery centre
kun piak, our guide [he is getting married soon! WOO! congrats (:]
thida, the really nice guide who cares for everyone
trying on my clothes for the ''dinner nite'' xDD
the mailbox thing. xD
one of our fave entertainment in the house, the tyre swing xDD
muslim table + gossip table
the dinnertable . 80% of the time its infested with ants =x
the washing point ; oso the place some guy shit. YUCKS!
the boys' canvas toilet.
keke, i always zilian here xDD
balcony. the place i spend most of my time (:
the route to 2nd lvl
the last time we walk tru the gates =x
good-ie bye green ''bungalow'' =x
the place where broadcasts tai ke wu every nite. WOOO HOOO!
lols! i got way too many pic. shall post the next time rnd. TATA!
miss me bah! i was about to post yesterday.. but i accidently pressed a crappy button and BOOM all ive wrote is gone =.= CRAAPS! i almost cried la.. haha so let the pics do the talking bah..
the first time going to tapang primary school. these are some enthu kids standing opposite us looking at us. xDD
the freaking effects caused by minefields =x
landmines. tsktsk
stupid face and i were bored during our 2 h journey in the bus.
the suit you MUST wear before you go into the mine fields.
LOL and im in the suit xDDD
mr lai and his bugs =.=
stupid didnt wanna take photo with me ):
the process of making a landmine explode .
if you look carefully, there are grey clouds and thats the explosion. the impacts was WOW!
before our distrubution started
the cute little cambodians queuing up for our distribution
the villagers living near the minefields.
the horrible conditions of roads. can you imagine riding on a minibus for almost 2 hours and 60% of the road are in such pathetic state?
the huge pigs we saw. it is as big as a cow and it pee-d for 40 sec. WOW?
LOLs some of my crazy moments xD
introducing... the wonder-hanger!
wonder-hanger has turn into tuanehneh =/
and now im an indian [no offence alrite! xD]
lols more of my crazy antics xD
lols ! when zeeyee turns woman and when hazel turns man. xDD
im glad we've changed back
seed. my best buddy ever~ (:
more of my crazy acts. fyi, im wearing all the caps everyone in the bus owns. xD
end proj of our sch ((:
the cute kids in tapang primary
my new fren, harmony tee (((:
handing over ceremony
official handover. thats the principal, i think.. so diff from s'pore's hor?
the cambodians did a dance for me. in exchange, mr lai made me dance too =x
mr lai dancing with the cambodians xD
the cakes they made for us.
coconut girl. <3 aint she just sooo adorable? *xiuqian, you should be jealous x{
a cambodian boy with a cute hairdo.
coconut girl and her friend
she helped me during my first day in tapang pri by carrying truckloads sack of soil xDD
mjr's first few batch coming to cambodia helped to built this weaving/ pottery centre
kun piak, our guide [he is getting married soon! WOO! congrats (:]
thida, the really nice guide who cares for everyone
trying on my clothes for the ''dinner nite'' xDD
the mailbox thing. xD
one of our fave entertainment in the house, the tyre swing xDD
muslim table + gossip table
the dinnertable . 80% of the time its infested with ants =x
the washing point ; oso the place some guy shit. YUCKS!
the boys' canvas toilet.
keke, i always zilian here xDD
balcony. the place i spend most of my time (:
the route to 2nd lvl
the last time we walk tru the gates =x
good-ie bye green ''bungalow'' =x
the place where broadcasts tai ke wu every nite. WOOO HOOO!
lols! i got way too many pic. shall post the next time rnd. TATA!
