thats my beloved gor gor and me (:

lol i was looking at the stuff on my desktop and i found a video of my bro's army training in navy. i almost cried? LOL

its like after the video i sort of like finally understood my brother. although he is usually so kiam pah and stuff but i realised that all his thoughts are always kept to himself. so ke lian cann! i know i can never do tha =x and its like he did not complete his navy course as he injured his back while running. i thought he was ok but after watching the video , i felt that only idiots will not feel the pain and sadness luh! these ''bowling pins'' worked so hard together and this was what happened? drop out of course when then course is finishing AND, was a competant cadet.
I LOVE MY GOR GOR ):

how i wish i could give him a giantic hug now! uuuuurrrghs too bad that old yuppy is out partying with his frens xD i cant believe he likes purple! GAWD. copy cat~ x{

MUAHAHAH~ wait till im 21. then i'll no longer be his young piece of shit. WATCH OUT MAN LAO YUPPY! xPPP

takecare my dearest bro! <3


ps.so what if you wont be looking at my blog. who noes when you will and may come across my post. if you cried after looking at it, tell me alrite lao yuppy! :)

I MISS ELYSIA MAMA! ):


elysia was suppose to migrate to dubai when she was p6 so we were saying we can meet at this directory thingy in 10 years time where elysia has gotten married to a bangahla xDDD WAHAHAHAH!


LOL! i didnt noe my fone could do this xD WOW?


and i wanted to act cool. not bad huh. =x


i think ive finally succeeded in folding balloons! waha~


monkey wanna look good in all angles too alrite!

PHOTO OF THE MONTH!
ms ng caught being childish!
LOL in case u dont understand what the hell is she doing, she actually asked benjamin to push her on that thing which was suppose to carry a weighing machine xD how often do u see a teacher like her being childish while packing? xDDDD

DAMN!

today's weather is eff-ing warm agree?

so F man!

LOLS

did pti duty today.. and my legs are aching like hell now =.= went up to 4th and 5th floor like 10 times? so WAH LAO ! hahaha~ and it was so boring ):
like all i did was ''good morning mdm, good morning sir. goodbye mdm goodbye sir. have a nice day! why not i bring u to the class? let me help you check . please wait here. ''

URRRRRRRRRRRRGHS!

heehee and cheryl went to ba bao noodle and mai pian ji xD

LOL!

and cheryl and made junpei paiseh by telling him how noob his juniors are x{

yeah yeah i havent posted my montage pics.
so yeah yeah~


i found the basket MUAHA! and it reminds me of little red ridding hood's basket xD


here comes the big bad wolf xP


and its my wonderful senior. xD KUNGFU MAN!


we live up to our dance name ok! the so called ''jungle dance'' mwahars


MDM ERNIE encouraged us to explore the S.C.H 's drums x)



PUAYSEE! <3


FAYE! deneng arh~~~ ={


sihui! the crazy bestie of faye~ xD



the lovable in-charges , ms ng and ms tan <333


if i were ever to win an award in dance, she would def be on the list. xD and im not trying to suck up (:


my dance instructor. she is really good alrite!


& good bye mr ong ))): im gonna miss u! haiii... our dance club's no. 1 fan ):


JULIA! my instructor's cute daughter who speaks real good english and is really helpful xD


YES! i've finally helped haziqah upload her pic xD really sorry!






some random pics xD


the disgusting toilet of GE LIBRARY ):


my beloved nuer wif her cheesecake xD


we have the same methods of eating cheesecake. btw, macafe's cheesecake was SUPERB!


the bic booth and my present from wenshi xD actually it was given from me to elysia then to mrs cheng and then to wenshi and finally back to me xD LOL


i love my ganma plenty plenty (: GT WELL SOON!



jiahui! the ultra active participant in bic xD


my enthu senior + neighbor xD


nuer (:


my poor buddy who is always beaten up by me xD


my chairman!


last but not least, AMANDA (:

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I LOVE SPEED! <3

WOOO! rain. taejo! <333

manjusri secondary school
buddhist interect club
((((((::::

ok. i got no more pics le XD MWAHAas!
takecares and gudnite everyone! ^^

WAHAHS!

feeling kinda blue today ): awwws~
im so sick and tired of EVERYTHING!
and i stress on the word E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G ):
not even dance!
thats so bad lar...
i need something to boost up my enthu-o-meter.

any idea anyone? >0

WTH ARE YOU EXACTLY THINKING?


what exactly is happening?
may i noe ? ):

so its just the opposite.
why are you so special?

what exactly is happening?

are you talking to EVERYONE while im talking to you?

why should i care?

urrrrgh!

WHATS WRONG NOW , HAZEL ANG?! )))):

are you there?



nahh you are yards away from me. x0

heyhey you! do you know how much pain you cause me whenever i see you play ball? i dont know bout you but it seriously hurts me load whenever you're there. i know it isnt your fault, but its neither mine... what to do?... i guess its fate. is this simply like-ness? after such long time... the feeling is still deep in me. WHY? do i love you? how does love feel? what am i feeling now? the on and off feeling kills. no one seem to be able to replace you. ur emo-ness and cuteness. but why? no one seem to be able to take over you. not even him.. i guess. how are you feeling these day? have you successfully let go? whenever the scene of us together appears in my mind, i would smile without even realising it... why cant i let that strong feeling go off? i think about us everyday day, it has become a habit, it aint weird anymore... but i think im making progress... i guess i'm not missing you that much. day by day, that feeling fades a lil. when would it be the day where i finally let go? tomorrow? the day after? next wk? nxt mth? nxt yr? nxt century? nxt decade? nxt millenia? i dont noe... i really dont.!


and you! i guess you are the only one who manage to make me stop thinking about him. but, why you? why am i falling for u? is it becos of my dream? am i only doing this as my dream did this? i dont know either... can someone explain? it has been awhile, and i've been falling deeper each day and each second. when will it stop? life seems colourless and liveless w/o you around. it hurts. what about you? it feels like as if im living in jonas' community (the giver) its the same-ness , colourless predicable live. are you willing to become my giver? but i dont wanna be the reciever. what to do?

LOL!