this song goes to you(:
and this song goes to youyou (:
Monday, March 31, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
DAY 3
i cant exactly remember everything le. so gotta like summarise it. =x i think we did the high element thing. lol! it was so ultra fun luh! i was the 3rd climber and also the last one. =x heehee. the first one was quite easy but it was kinda scary at first. uggghs.! the log one was sooo cool luH! muahahhars. poor joey was so afraid luh. after she finished the first one , she sat there and cried luh. so kelian.!! in the end ahmad told her to come down and she totally let go and knocked onto the log. OUCH LAR! haiyooos. the third one was soooo OMG! hehs. i could not balance and i kept falling luh.. sobbx so painful! poor dc. i bet his balls were painful. hahars. after much attempts, i finally completed it !! wooo at least i completed it luh!. i didnt know i would persevere luh. i tot i would just give up. =x after lunch, we were suppose to kayak. ahmad and suisen's instructor talked loads and i almost fall asleep. hahahah! it was like so boring luh! heh. after we were finally done and were suppose to go into the sea, IT STARTED TO RAIN! so wth rite?! lols so we bo bian cannot go in! ugghs.! so disappointed luh. sian diaooo . alrite i cant remember le. LOLS but this was the last boring day! HAHAHARS
i cant exactly remember everything le. so gotta like summarise it. =x i think we did the high element thing. lol! it was so ultra fun luh! i was the 3rd climber and also the last one. =x heehee. the first one was quite easy but it was kinda scary at first. uggghs.! the log one was sooo cool luH! muahahhars. poor joey was so afraid luh. after she finished the first one , she sat there and cried luh. so kelian.!! in the end ahmad told her to come down and she totally let go and knocked onto the log. OUCH LAR! haiyooos. the third one was soooo OMG! hehs. i could not balance and i kept falling luh.. sobbx so painful! poor dc. i bet his balls were painful. hahars. after much attempts, i finally completed it !! wooo at least i completed it luh!. i didnt know i would persevere luh. i tot i would just give up. =x after lunch, we were suppose to kayak. ahmad and suisen's instructor talked loads and i almost fall asleep. hahahah! it was like so boring luh! heh. after we were finally done and were suppose to go into the sea, IT STARTED TO RAIN! so wth rite?! lols so we bo bian cannot go in! ugghs.! so disappointed luh. sian diaooo . alrite i cant remember le. LOLS but this was the last boring day! HAHAHARS
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Never Date an Aries |
 Impatient, restless, and selfish - it's a lot of work to make an Aries happy. And if you drop the ball, your Aries will be gone faster than you can say "I'm sorry"! Instead try dating: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, or Pisces |
im a pisces ! LOLS date myself then? xD
You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish |
 You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
LOL?
Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose |
 You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical. People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily! You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize. |
haiii sobbs
heehee. i was bored. ;D
damn! i dont think i have yellow underwear. xD anyway, its so correct! WOOO~
no offence. sort of. ):
at least its only a year younger. xD
hip hip horray for ernie!
Pisces - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary. Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head. Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen. Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love. Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one.. Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green Best day for a date: Friday |
Your Lucky Underwear is Yellow |
 You're an extremely happy, laid back, fun soul. And your lucky yellow underwear can help you get even more out of life. In life, you rather play than work. You're apt to quit any task that doesn't nourish your creativity and inner child. Sometimes your drive for freedom hinders your quality of life. You find it impossible to do anything unpleasant. If you want to have responsibilities and still have fun, put on your yellow underpants. They'll help you make a party out of the most mundane tasks. |
damn! i dont think i have yellow underwear. xD anyway, its so correct! WOOO~
Your Ex is Avoidant |
 Your ex is emotionally distant and avoids intimacy at all costs. Your ex doesn't like socializing, trying new things, or even spending much time with others. People with avoidant personality disorder are insecure, fear rejection, and fear looking stupid. Sound at all familiar? |
no offence. sort of. ):
You Act Like You Are 13 Years Old |
 You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way. You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life. |
at least its only a year younger. xD
You Are Ernie |
 Playful and childlike, you are everyone's favorite friend - even if your goofy antics get annoying at times. You are usually feeling: Amused - you are very easily entertained You are famous for: Always making people smile. From your silly songs to your wild pranks, you keep things fun. How you life your life: With ease. Life is only difficult when your friends won't play with you! |
hip hip horray for ernie!
Friday, March 21, 2008
DAY 4
''heeeerrrr heeeeerrrr'' was all we heard in the early morning. whats that? i wondered. ''wah fuck la! could you shut up? its f-ing irritating!'' i shouted in my tent. xD we woke up and 5 o clock. it was really cold but well. no choice. we went to pee in some forested area , also known as the ''girls toilet''. the ground were super muddy and my feets were wrinkled as the water in my shoe could not come out so it was soaking wet! cichuan, jingyi, mengmeng and me then sat on the ground sheet to have our breakfast. they ate alittle but i ate loads! HAHAHHA i mean c'mon! you still have to get used to the life arh. its barely one day? ok fine. maybe its because that isnt exactly my weak point. so i went munch munch munch haha . tuna with squashed bread. the tuna was kinda difficult to scoop up so it was bread + tuna's oil most of the time. kinda gross huh? hahaha~ cichuan sat on the ground sheet emo-ing. she didnt know why too. i guess she was sick of the lifestyle. meng meng sat there staring into space. she didnt eat for a day le. and it was an adventure camp? so we were worried for her. jingyi as usual was kiasu, busy cleaning her shoe and stuff like that. but she as well, didnt eat much. i was kinda disappointed. the boys woke up and all of us started eating. that stupid ian lim a.k.a my ass came over to eat. and i dunnoe why... xD the poor guy got a cut on his finger cos of the tuna can. the blood could not stop flowing out and he said it was f-ing painful! LOL his blood dripped onto the ground it it was stained there. well at least mjrians left a trace there! oh and he stained barkers' ground sheet too. it was kinda gross and i had to wash it for him. it was like washing a woman-stained clothes! EEEEl! hahaha but this was easier to clean off as it was on a hard fabric. sort of hard.. xD we wasted loads of time and got ticked off. heehee but barkers are still as one! munshi quarreled and freddie wanted to help =x haiyo. anyway. soon it was facing my fear. i could do almost anything but i could not do something really simple. carrying heavy backpacks.! it was really heavy and i could not exactly walk. i almost cried luh. but i wanted to help so i continued . lintun wanted to help me carry the heavy bag but he had a ultra heavy one on his back so i refused to give him mine. mine was one of the lightest backpacks but.. yeah i felt so helpless! in the end, cichuan took mine and gave hers to ruchini. i helped to carry 2 jerrycans 1 blue sheet thingy and 1 map. it was kinda difficult to handle but it was much easier. cichuan was holding that at fers and she dreaded it! but i enjoyed. hehee i could even eat while walking. barkers quarrelled a little during the trek but we were ok (: i found out lintun's parents are burmese and his grandmother used to be a great minister 50 over years ago , before the military rule. he told me loads of interesting facts about burma and i was like so wow! lin tun is soooo knowledgeble. hahaha and he keep saying i got brains but no hand and eyes! ARRGH which means i couldnt tie knots and kinda cock eyed. =.= he claim he have brains , eyes and hands! WAH LAOO LUH! hahha. anyway, i had a good time chatting with him on the way back to camp 1! i created a song on the way : lalalala lalalala we are man! lalalala lalalala we are man! lalalalala lalalala bar-kers are man! [in elmo's song tune] went we reached camp 1. AHHH! was all i could say. the sense of accomplishment was really strong and this was the first time i felt so good~ it was even better than getting accepted but someone you like. xD all the pain and torturous route back. it was over! BARKERS succeeded , united! we went for jetty jump after that. YIPPEEE! it was so ultra fun luh! its like dying but you would be alive. xD when you were underwater, a strong force would pull you down and it was kinda difficult to come up. but , shiok arh~
''heeeerrrr heeeeerrrr'' was all we heard in the early morning. whats that? i wondered. ''wah fuck la! could you shut up? its f-ing irritating!'' i shouted in my tent. xD we woke up and 5 o clock. it was really cold but well. no choice. we went to pee in some forested area , also known as the ''girls toilet''. the ground were super muddy and my feets were wrinkled as the water in my shoe could not come out so it was soaking wet! cichuan, jingyi, mengmeng and me then sat on the ground sheet to have our breakfast. they ate alittle but i ate loads! HAHAHHA i mean c'mon! you still have to get used to the life arh. its barely one day? ok fine. maybe its because that isnt exactly my weak point. so i went munch munch munch haha . tuna with squashed bread. the tuna was kinda difficult to scoop up so it was bread + tuna's oil most of the time. kinda gross huh? hahaha~ cichuan sat on the ground sheet emo-ing. she didnt know why too. i guess she was sick of the lifestyle. meng meng sat there staring into space. she didnt eat for a day le. and it was an adventure camp? so we were worried for her. jingyi as usual was kiasu, busy cleaning her shoe and stuff like that. but she as well, didnt eat much. i was kinda disappointed. the boys woke up and all of us started eating. that stupid ian lim a.k.a my ass came over to eat. and i dunnoe why... xD the poor guy got a cut on his finger cos of the tuna can. the blood could not stop flowing out and he said it was f-ing painful! LOL his blood dripped onto the ground it it was stained there. well at least mjrians left a trace there! oh and he stained barkers' ground sheet too. it was kinda gross and i had to wash it for him. it was like washing a woman-stained clothes! EEEEl! hahaha but this was easier to clean off as it was on a hard fabric. sort of hard.. xD we wasted loads of time and got ticked off. heehee but barkers are still as one! munshi quarreled and freddie wanted to help =x haiyo. anyway. soon it was facing my fear. i could do almost anything but i could not do something really simple. carrying heavy backpacks.! it was really heavy and i could not exactly walk. i almost cried luh. but i wanted to help so i continued . lintun wanted to help me carry the heavy bag but he had a ultra heavy one on his back so i refused to give him mine. mine was one of the lightest backpacks but.. yeah i felt so helpless! in the end, cichuan took mine and gave hers to ruchini. i helped to carry 2 jerrycans 1 blue sheet thingy and 1 map. it was kinda difficult to handle but it was much easier. cichuan was holding that at fers and she dreaded it! but i enjoyed. hehee i could even eat while walking. barkers quarrelled a little during the trek but we were ok (: i found out lintun's parents are burmese and his grandmother used to be a great minister 50 over years ago , before the military rule. he told me loads of interesting facts about burma and i was like so wow! lin tun is soooo knowledgeble. hahaha and he keep saying i got brains but no hand and eyes! ARRGH which means i couldnt tie knots and kinda cock eyed. =.= he claim he have brains , eyes and hands! WAH LAOO LUH! hahha. anyway, i had a good time chatting with him on the way back to camp 1! i created a song on the way : lalalala lalalala we are man! lalalala lalalala we are man! lalalalala lalalala bar-kers are man! [in elmo's song tune] went we reached camp 1. AHHH! was all i could say. the sense of accomplishment was really strong and this was the first time i felt so good~ it was even better than getting accepted but someone you like. xD all the pain and torturous route back. it was over! BARKERS succeeded , united! we went for jetty jump after that. YIPPEEE! it was so ultra fun luh! its like dying but you would be alive. xD when you were underwater, a strong force would pull you down and it was kinda difficult to come up. but , shiok arh~
& helloooos!
since i'm kinda free and well . i woke up early!, i shall blog about obs.
firstly, i SERIOUSLY miss BARKERS! i have been thinking to ask them out but somehow something seems to be pulling me back. sort of like afraid they would reject or things would not be the same le... =x thats why i say things would not be the same le luh! hahaha but barkers dont believe me =.= my current feeling is like WTH luh!its like er your boyfriend just broke up with you but you still can't bear letting him go. LOLLOL~
*psss: i shall start from last day so when i post 5 post it would be read from day 1,2,3,4 then 5 (:
DAY 5
''HAZEL ... HAZEL... wake up... junwen calling you... zzzzz'' and cichuan went back to sleep
''huh? what thing? where is he?'' i sat up while wearing my spects.
ahhhhh~ jun wen was like directing outside the window looking at me. it was kinda sicko. xD HAHAH and guess what it was already 6! we were suppose to assemble at 5.55! so we were like already 5 min late when we woke up. haha so i screamed. and woke the girls up. we rushed and took our toiletries to the toilet. DAMN! the boys refuse to wake up. so i dragged them up. first huisheng then i told him to wake daqing up. then i knocked on the door of the ''private room'' well no response. so i dashed in. i mean like c'mon ! its a camp.. why would anyione sleep w/o pants rite? HAHAHA so i smacked the boys and oni lin tun woke up. so lin tun hurriedly woke up and brushed his teeth and suprisingly, he went to wake the other 3 pigs [dc,remy and freddie]up! WOW! after that, i went to the toilet and realised well.. ruchini wasnt there. but a toilet's door was close so i assumed she was in it. xD mimi and joyce came in... chatting and walking slowly. i was like ''waH! why oni the 2 of you? where are the rest?'' mimi: they still sleeping la..they dun wake up so early... 5'o clock oni leh... me: HUH?! its 6! late already!!!! mimi: OMG ahhh joyce ! hurry go back wake the rest up!!!
LOL so both of them rushed back and barker girls went back to bunk. GAWD! ruchini was still asleep like a baby! ''ruchini! ruchini! ruchini! wake up! late already!'' i called her beside her bed. -no response, except turning her body- siying : RUCHINI~~~ late alreaady! [starts pushing her legs] ruchini: huh....? hazel&siying : GO AND WASH Up! HURRY! late already!!!
so after everyone is done, we rushed to the assembly area and HENG ARH! we were not the latest so the insturctors were not exactly angry...BUT they got really fed up when other watches were like an hour late?! hahhaa~ the instructors were really pissed off. and some felt we were did not take initiative so 2 ''small'' rounds for us. as for the watches 1 hour late, they did 200 jumping jacks without legs? HAHAHA poor them. at least ours were not that tedious ba. then we went for breakfast. and munch munch munch ~ it wasnt nice so for the first time, barkers ate really little and threw the rest away. since the plates and bowls were always placed together and washed by 2-3 ppl [of cos we switch!] we decided to wash OUR own plates and bowls today...
after that, we were to assemble at the mph [multi purpose hall] xD we played jigsaw puzzles. but the puzzles were all jumbled up so we have to go to other grps to look for the missing pieces. munshi was lucky as i always happen to be holding the pieces they need =.= ARGHS! so they ALWAYS got first. haish! lol nvm. later on, ahmad brot us out of the mph. we then confessed that we did not sleep at 11 last nite and uncle sam [a hot instructor xD] caught us =x . he simply laughed and that was all. so we were kinda shocked. he said we was not going to scold us as he knew we had learnt our lessons as we were all ultra sleepy. ''i will not scold you guys as i want all of you to learn from your mistakes... after today, i would not be here guilding you all . after a few years the teachers would not be there to guild you and one day, your parents would not be there to guide you, so you HAVE TO learn to fall and stand up as soon as you are ready'' that was wat ahmad said and i think its really meaningful. i almost cried xD
later on that day, we were to set off back to mainland, a place where all mjrians were longing to return since the first day. but somehow many of us did not felt this way anymore. we wanted to stay, we wanted to be BARKERS, SUISEN, MARSHALL, ELIZABETH CHOY or whatever their watches were called. well at least i knew BARKERS wanted to stay. BARKERS wanted to stay as BARKERS. although it was only 5 days, it was 5 difficult days which all of us went thru hand in hand. (:
since i'm kinda free and well . i woke up early!, i shall blog about obs.
firstly, i SERIOUSLY miss BARKERS! i have been thinking to ask them out but somehow something seems to be pulling me back. sort of like afraid they would reject or things would not be the same le... =x thats why i say things would not be the same le luh! hahaha but barkers dont believe me =.= my current feeling is like WTH luh!its like er your boyfriend just broke up with you but you still can't bear letting him go. LOLLOL~
*psss: i shall start from last day so when i post 5 post it would be read from day 1,2,3,4 then 5 (:
DAY 5
''HAZEL ... HAZEL... wake up... junwen calling you... zzzzz'' and cichuan went back to sleep
''huh? what thing? where is he?'' i sat up while wearing my spects.
ahhhhh~ jun wen was like directing outside the window looking at me. it was kinda sicko. xD HAHAH and guess what it was already 6! we were suppose to assemble at 5.55! so we were like already 5 min late when we woke up. haha so i screamed. and woke the girls up. we rushed and took our toiletries to the toilet. DAMN! the boys refuse to wake up. so i dragged them up. first huisheng then i told him to wake daqing up. then i knocked on the door of the ''private room'' well no response. so i dashed in. i mean like c'mon ! its a camp.. why would anyione sleep w/o pants rite? HAHAHA so i smacked the boys and oni lin tun woke up. so lin tun hurriedly woke up and brushed his teeth and suprisingly, he went to wake the other 3 pigs [dc,remy and freddie]up! WOW! after that, i went to the toilet and realised well.. ruchini wasnt there. but a toilet's door was close so i assumed she was in it. xD mimi and joyce came in... chatting and walking slowly. i was like ''waH! why oni the 2 of you? where are the rest?'' mimi: they still sleeping la..they dun wake up so early... 5'o clock oni leh... me: HUH?! its 6! late already!!!! mimi: OMG ahhh joyce ! hurry go back wake the rest up!!!
LOL so both of them rushed back and barker girls went back to bunk. GAWD! ruchini was still asleep like a baby! ''ruchini! ruchini! ruchini! wake up! late already!'' i called her beside her bed. -no response, except turning her body- siying : RUCHINI~~~ late alreaady! [starts pushing her legs] ruchini: huh....? hazel&siying : GO AND WASH Up! HURRY! late already!!!
so after everyone is done, we rushed to the assembly area and HENG ARH! we were not the latest so the insturctors were not exactly angry...BUT they got really fed up when other watches were like an hour late?! hahhaa~ the instructors were really pissed off. and some felt we were did not take initiative so 2 ''small'' rounds for us. as for the watches 1 hour late, they did 200 jumping jacks without legs? HAHAHA poor them. at least ours were not that tedious ba. then we went for breakfast. and munch munch munch ~ it wasnt nice so for the first time, barkers ate really little and threw the rest away. since the plates and bowls were always placed together and washed by 2-3 ppl [of cos we switch!] we decided to wash OUR own plates and bowls today...
after that, we were to assemble at the mph [multi purpose hall] xD we played jigsaw puzzles. but the puzzles were all jumbled up so we have to go to other grps to look for the missing pieces. munshi was lucky as i always happen to be holding the pieces they need =.= ARGHS! so they ALWAYS got first. haish! lol nvm. later on, ahmad brot us out of the mph. we then confessed that we did not sleep at 11 last nite and uncle sam [a hot instructor xD] caught us =x . he simply laughed and that was all. so we were kinda shocked. he said we was not going to scold us as he knew we had learnt our lessons as we were all ultra sleepy. ''i will not scold you guys as i want all of you to learn from your mistakes... after today, i would not be here guilding you all . after a few years the teachers would not be there to guild you and one day, your parents would not be there to guide you, so you HAVE TO learn to fall and stand up as soon as you are ready'' that was wat ahmad said and i think its really meaningful. i almost cried xD
later on that day, we were to set off back to mainland, a place where all mjrians were longing to return since the first day. but somehow many of us did not felt this way anymore. we wanted to stay, we wanted to be BARKERS, SUISEN, MARSHALL, ELIZABETH CHOY or whatever their watches were called. well at least i knew BARKERS wanted to stay. BARKERS wanted to stay as BARKERS. although it was only 5 days, it was 5 difficult days which all of us went thru hand in hand. (:
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
heehee! i had a wonderful birthday yesterday! and i would like to thank all my sweetest dearest pals! ;D . as you know, many ppl gave me their blessings which made me so shiok arh! HAHAAHAH i had a wonderful time with jieying too. and yes. it was girls' day out! heheee
first stop of food spree. kfc. cheese fries, cheese meltz, pepsi. we saw qiting and frens so we said hello.
second stop. beard papa. i had the vanilla one and jieying ate the cocoa de. lOLS wanted to try the mochi but it was kinda ex. =x
LOL we saw qiting and frenz at pasta mania again. so we continue to eat loads. haahha~ we wanted to order a 4.90 pasta but realised it was vegetarian and both of us laughed like mad dogs! HHAHAH~ in the end, we had chicken spagetti. YUM YUM!;D
we wanted to continue eating but well budget. =x we then continued to buy loads of prezzie for those who i owe. hahax we bot loads at diva and we bot a frenship necklace. and u noe wat?! i lost it! OMG LA! i left it in my pocket during wushu and now its gone ): sobz rite?! sorry jieying! sorry sorry.! i will buy a replacement de. although i noe it wont help =x DUIBUQi!
our necklace
17 march. our official frenship day! ;D
junwen bot it for me.
weibin, leonard, zeeyee, qiting, claudia, jean, joyce. they bot it~! thanks guys! LOOVEES!
and they bot me a musical box which they made me wind it while singing me a bday song xD sadly, i was too slow and they sang to quickly so it was hilarious! and they say i am the worst conductor in the world HAHAHHA~
jieying~!!!
cichuan laopo <3
elaine jiejie
dc and lintun
dc. this cake goes in circle! super cute! ;D
millicent (:
joey's coffee warmer! ultra keraii!
just a random pic. I LOVE THE RETRO TWISTERS~~~
first stop of food spree. kfc. cheese fries, cheese meltz, pepsi. we saw qiting and frens so we said hello.
second stop. beard papa. i had the vanilla one and jieying ate the cocoa de. lOLS wanted to try the mochi but it was kinda ex. =x
LOL we saw qiting and frenz at pasta mania again. so we continue to eat loads. haahha~ we wanted to order a 4.90 pasta but realised it was vegetarian and both of us laughed like mad dogs! HHAHAH~ in the end, we had chicken spagetti. YUM YUM!;D
we wanted to continue eating but well budget. =x we then continued to buy loads of prezzie for those who i owe. hahax we bot loads at diva and we bot a frenship necklace. and u noe wat?! i lost it! OMG LA! i left it in my pocket during wushu and now its gone ): sobz rite?! sorry jieying! sorry sorry.! i will buy a replacement de. although i noe it wont help =x DUIBUQi!
our necklace
17 march. our official frenship day! ;D
junwen bot it for me.
weibin, leonard, zeeyee, qiting, claudia, jean, joyce. they bot it~! thanks guys! LOOVEES!
and they bot me a musical box which they made me wind it while singing me a bday song xD sadly, i was too slow and they sang to quickly so it was hilarious! and they say i am the worst conductor in the world HAHAHHA~
jieying~!!!
cichuan laopo <3
elaine jiejie
dc and lintun
dc. this cake goes in circle! super cute! ;D
millicent (:
joey's coffee warmer! ultra keraii!
just a random pic. I LOVE THE RETRO TWISTERS~~~
to you:
why are you like that nowadays? it makes me bleed. i bet you dont feel good too ba? this is so totally NOT you! why are you torturing yourself? c'mon. stand on your feets and continue this tedious journey. trust me. you will make it! there would be fullest support from your closest buddies and your stead.. well.. of cos and me! stop hurting yourself okays! why are you turning into somebody who i dont know? is it because of the hurt? i am sorry. i know people change, but into a better person, not turning into the dark side of you.! where is the angel? where are you? in the toilet bowl? pick yourself up! be the man! JIAYOU! no matter what. please remember this, i would remember all the sweetest moments and keep it deep down my heart. maybe one day, i would bury these memories and move on. (:
why are you like that nowadays? it makes me bleed. i bet you dont feel good too ba? this is so totally NOT you! why are you torturing yourself? c'mon. stand on your feets and continue this tedious journey. trust me. you will make it! there would be fullest support from your closest buddies and your stead.. well.. of cos and me! stop hurting yourself okays! why are you turning into somebody who i dont know? is it because of the hurt? i am sorry. i know people change, but into a better person, not turning into the dark side of you.! where is the angel? where are you? in the toilet bowl? pick yourself up! be the man! JIAYOU! no matter what. please remember this, i would remember all the sweetest moments and keep it deep down my heart. maybe one day, i would bury these memories and move on. (:
Monday, March 17, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHFAY TO HAZEL~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ;D
LOLS! and yes! its the most beautiful march 17 i ever had.
there were like tons of blessings and i feel soooo SHIOK! heehee
heres the list.
and yes ! be jealous~~
1.Elaine -> a monkey thingy [the jiejie who really care for me]
2.xiuxia -> giant hughug [my sweetest nuer]
3.junpei [gonggong tot im 13!]
4.peg[so sweet of her to remember my bday luh!]
5.mummy -> ex lunch ;D [mummy is bestest!]
6.joyce -> shared pressie [she shouted ''HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'' early in the morning]
7.weiliang [he owe me 7 tickle ;D]
8.qiting ->shared pressie [she sang me a cute bday song]
9.millicent -> notebook [sang to me while running LOL]
10.edzuan [NOOB!]
11.kimberley [expressionless fren]
12.catherine [ UR BDAY?!]
13.siu ting [she said happy birthday while practicing taiji ;D]
14.xinle [i forced her . heehee ]
15.elysia [she said she wanted to wake up at 1am, but wel.. =)]
16.leonard ->shared pressie[gongxigongxi]
17.jean [lovable dancer <3]
18. hanrou [ the hyperactive cutie pie]
19.wan ru [he dun dun dun dun love ya! ]
20.jieying -> earring and bracelet [bestest friends foreva!]
21.joey ->hot drinks warmer ;D [ultra cute pressie! she helped me pass bio!]
22.zeeyee -> shared pressie [stupid seed]
23.cichuan -> piglet slippers [BARKERs!]
24.yewen [hazel! save me!!!]
25.wayne [ahhhh~~ dun touch me!]
26.matila -> 1 ferrero roche [mt chat-er]
27. darryl chua -> a monkey thingy and a cute cake toy [yes yes i noe im flat ]
28. freddie [pleasseeeee!]
29.reon [toldya!]
30.steffi
31.yuening [sorry! =x]
32.jiahui
33.weibin -> shared present [LOL!]
34. lionel
35. william [came out from the toilet?!]
36.hongwei [ugggh]
37.richie [12 am last year! muahahahha~]
38.chengye [ oh yeayea]
39. phone lay [he let me off duty!]
40. jeremy [and he allowed! LOL]
41.remy [pirated pck!]
42.nazreen [sorry...=x]
43.jiangmaan
44.dean
45.yanye
46.puaysee [u owe me a day out!]
47.jeremy
48.junwen->spongebob softtoy
49.rayner [thanks erzi!]
50.peiwen
51.lin tun ->monkey thingy [thinker~]
52.adeline [thanks darling!]
53. claudia [shared present]
54.rahman
55.brian
56.yinkai
57.samuel
58.huangying
59.nigel
60.yida
61.jingyi
62.joey
63.mengmeng
64.pengjiejie
65.kimberly
66.raymond
67.darren
68.eldon
69.gorgor
70.daddy
71.melis
72.fiona
------early wishes-----
73.vivian
74.jianyu
75.gugu
76.grandma
77.ummi
78.sheena
okays... currently thats all i guess.! sorry if i missed anyone out!
LOLS! it was so fun.
went food spree with jieying and we took plenty pics! hheehee bot besties necklace and prezzies for many ppl!
alrite. shall stop here. be prepared for my next long post!
HOHO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHFAY TO HAZEL~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ;D
LOLS! and yes! its the most beautiful march 17 i ever had.
there were like tons of blessings and i feel soooo SHIOK! heehee
heres the list.
and yes ! be jealous~~
1.Elaine -> a monkey thingy [the jiejie who really care for me]
2.xiuxia -> giant hughug [my sweetest nuer]
3.junpei [gonggong tot im 13!]
4.peg[so sweet of her to remember my bday luh!]
5.mummy -> ex lunch ;D [mummy is bestest!]
6.joyce -> shared pressie [she shouted ''HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'' early in the morning]
7.weiliang [he owe me 7 tickle ;D]
8.qiting ->shared pressie [she sang me a cute bday song]
9.millicent -> notebook [sang to me while running LOL]
10.edzuan [NOOB!]
11.kimberley [expressionless fren]
12.catherine [ UR BDAY?!]
13.siu ting [she said happy birthday while practicing taiji ;D]
14.xinle [i forced her . heehee ]
15.elysia [she said she wanted to wake up at 1am, but wel.. =)]
16.leonard ->shared pressie[gongxigongxi]
17.jean [lovable dancer <3]
18. hanrou [ the hyperactive cutie pie]
19.wan ru [he dun dun dun dun love ya! ]
20.jieying -> earring and bracelet [bestest friends foreva!]
21.joey ->hot drinks warmer ;D [ultra cute pressie! she helped me pass bio!]
22.zeeyee -> shared pressie [stupid seed]
23.cichuan -> piglet slippers [BARKERs!]
24.yewen [hazel! save me!!!]
25.wayne [ahhhh~~ dun touch me!]
26.matila -> 1 ferrero roche [mt chat-er]
27. darryl chua -> a monkey thingy and a cute cake toy [yes yes i noe im flat ]
28. freddie [pleasseeeee!]
29.reon [toldya!]
30.steffi
31.yuening [sorry! =x]
32.jiahui
33.weibin -> shared present [LOL!]
34. lionel
35. william [came out from the toilet?!]
36.hongwei [ugggh]
37.richie [12 am last year! muahahahha~]
38.chengye [ oh yeayea]
39. phone lay [he let me off duty!]
40. jeremy [and he allowed! LOL]
41.remy [pirated pck!]
42.nazreen [sorry...=x]
43.jiangmaan
44.dean
45.yanye
46.puaysee [u owe me a day out!]
47.jeremy
48.junwen->spongebob softtoy
49.rayner [thanks erzi!]
50.peiwen
51.lin tun ->monkey thingy [thinker~]
52.adeline [thanks darling!]
53. claudia [shared present]
54.rahman
55.brian
56.yinkai
57.samuel
58.huangying
59.nigel
60.yida
61.jingyi
62.joey
63.mengmeng
64.pengjiejie
65.kimberly
66.raymond
67.darren
68.eldon
69.gorgor
70.daddy
71.melis
72.fiona
------early wishes-----
73.vivian
74.jianyu
75.gugu
76.grandma
77.ummi
78.sheena
okays... currently thats all i guess.! sorry if i missed anyone out!
LOLS! it was so fun.
went food spree with jieying and we took plenty pics! hheehee bot besties necklace and prezzies for many ppl!
alrite. shall stop here. be prepared for my next long post!
HOHO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Thursday, March 06, 2008
hello!
my birthday wish for this year :
1. a big hug from YOU.!
2. a big hug from YOU.!
3. a big hug from YOU.!
4. more big hugs from YOU.!
5. alright... practically, its EVERYONE! ;D
LOLs i have been ultra busy this week and gawd im soo tired alright! hahas had wushu morning training since mon and i'm so tired already... lol! but well... its ok! after friday, i would be on my 1 week off. muahahahas! going obs and erheemm. *winks*! ohyeahhh im so excited. but i havent got anything into my backpack yet! haha so yea yes... all the best to me! gonna start packing later. oh yes mosquito repellent. lol i have been sleeping in the living for days and gosh! i got like ten over mosquito butes. sob alright! xD imagine what will happen in OBS... GAWD! i have plenty of food cravings these days ! lol i will usually have an appetizer followed by main course then dessert. yum yum ! hahah but had indigestions these few days which made it hell if i eat so much.. =X! heehee which me all the best ba. and you know whats the WORST?! my teeth hurts like hell. 2 days! arrrgh *jumps*
my birthday wish for this year :
1. a big hug from YOU.!
2. a big hug from YOU.!
3. a big hug from YOU.!
4. more big hugs from YOU.!
5. alright... practically, its EVERYONE! ;D
LOLs i have been ultra busy this week and gawd im soo tired alright! hahas had wushu morning training since mon and i'm so tired already... lol! but well... its ok! after friday, i would be on my 1 week off. muahahahas! going obs and erheemm. *winks*! ohyeahhh im so excited. but i havent got anything into my backpack yet! haha so yea yes... all the best to me! gonna start packing later. oh yes mosquito repellent. lol i have been sleeping in the living for days and gosh! i got like ten over mosquito butes. sob alright! xD imagine what will happen in OBS... GAWD! i have plenty of food cravings these days ! lol i will usually have an appetizer followed by main course then dessert. yum yum ! hahah but had indigestions these few days which made it hell if i eat so much.. =X! heehee which me all the best ba. and you know whats the WORST?! my teeth hurts like hell. 2 days! arrrgh *jumps*
