TRUE LOVE


Does true love really exist?
Will anoyone find true love?
will i find true love?
uh... i doubt.
love.. do love even exist?
who can prove it?
someone teach me to love...
why are love full of guesses?
why is there never a perfect love?
well. i guess thats just life bah.
but, why must people wake me up from this naive world where i believe LOVE do really exist?
why must this people prove that i was wrong and that love may have never existed in this cruel and cold world where i no longer see red roses purple lavenders and a rainbow with a pot of gold at the end of it anymore..

REALITY. why is reality soo cold?
where is the person out there waiting patiently for me to arrive.
well this is wat i wanna tell you, i waiting patiently for you to arrive pick me up in ur charming white horse and briinging me to a place called FANTASY.
where are you??



do you know how much i wish he will be you?! yes, you. the supportive you. BUT its ok. im gonna take up the test and prove that i really do love you. in a year time! thats just simple. well if i cannot pass tru 1 yr. then i guess both you and me should feel happy as we did not commit into this relationship w/o true feelings for each other.

HAZEL ANG JIAYOU! kampate! ^^



364 days left

Ti Amo! LOLS its seriously sooo sweet ok. although in the chorus part, we can hardly hear yanyalun's voice. HAHAHA~ but cannot blame la. the lady have a strong powerful voice =x but well.. its a real sweet song! and i can feel the love in the girl's part. JIAYOU BA! yan ya lun! ^^
haha how cute! Ti Amo is actually a Italian song by this person called Umberto Tozzi! heehee~ but seriously, im so in love with tis song! AWWWW



haii... im absent from school today and i really wanna go u noe! cos well.. wonder how much i've missed out. ): this was wat happened:
i was on the fone wif weibin last nite while eating supper xD then i felt a spicy pain on my right eye so i kept rubbing it and there was this freaking pain! hahah~ and it felt like there is something there so when i looked into the mirror, there is this thing which look like contact lens! OMG LAR! so i wanted to pull it out but it was f-ing painful! arrrgh and i was so scared so wei bin told me to cry so maybe it will come out, BUT! no matter how sad i feel, i CANT cry out! WTH RITE? when i dowanna cry, i cry when i wanna cry i cant! so shitty... eeeek! it was really scary so in the morning i told dadddy and mummy and they insist i stay home to rest and bring me to the doc later on.. but, they are not home so soon so.. yeah. poor puay see have to manage dance herself today luh! faye isnt in school too! wahlaooos. how i wish im there.. i wanna help too ): AARRGh!

heyhey! LOLs

TODAY'S DRAMA LESSON IS LIKE HELL
hahaha sooo psycho lar! jieying,leonard and me were like late for lessons and UMI was kinda bua song about that. HEEX then.. she started making me feel tat maybe we should give her another chance and not dislike her.. BUT after that, her mood swung and become another dingdong when DC made her f*cking pissed. hahaha~ we were then told to let out the name or all of us will kena and that he was really in wrong so we bobian have to say =x (i hope he is ok~) after that, she told us to do frozen motions and well of cos we did. first we have to shut our eyes and she was suppose to ask us to open our eyes BUT she didnt and blamed us for not paying attention and not respecting our classmates. PLEASE LAR! we dun even think she have the quality to ask us to respect others when she didnt even respect others. she said we should not mock others as u never noe how hurt the person will feel. but have she ever tot how she hurt ppl during her drama lessons? URGHHHHH! so, it was my group's turn and she made us froze there for FIFTHTEEN MINUTES!!! wah lao larrs dean,osel and mine action is a squating action and she expected us to squat for so long?! its not even a boot camp. ROAAAAARRR


went to the hall after school with jieying to take alook at the O levels and WOW the feeling was soo.. soo uh!
hahahars. and i am soo proud of cindy! WOOO~~ that crazy hyperactive senior.
LOLS! so paisehh lar. after ms ng told me she got 4th in the whole lvl, i went super high and i ran forward to hug cindY! LOLS the feeling was like ultra mega shuang luh!!! LOLS really happy for her!

WEIBIN! never lar.. hahaha~ im also proud of you de hor! hahahas. although the eng result so da bian but the rest are still good rite? JIAYOU JIAYOU! anything can find the super talented part-time psychologist for help de kk! shall give you free 2nd trail consultation. HEHx. JIAYOU AND REMEMBER PLENTY PPL ARE BEHIND SUPPORTING you ;D

whywhywhy! the feeling is getting strong! NONONO i dowan! understand?! i dowan. someone, please save me for this puddle of deepwater ):

YO PEOPLE!

heehee
tmr the Os result will be out le.
jiayou ok!
even if you people dun get wat u expected or its just not very good, dun give up! becos its gonna be a new beginning ok!
instead of feeling sorry for yourself, feel happy that you learnt a lesson and promise to prove to others you have the qualities to success. and of cos, MAKE SURE U WORK HARD!
hahahah~ good luck!

as for me, well.. i decided im MUST be stronger so i gotta stop being such a noobie and complaining how tired i am everyday and feeling sooo sooo sorry for myself. HELLO! this is my OWN choice. so i gotta continue with it and prove to everyone hazel is NOT a bimbotic noob.! hahahaha. i can see that many teachers think that im just a bimbo who does nothing but give unconstructive comments, care about her dressing ALL DAY LONG, dream about guys and complain and complain. OK i own up that i do do these stuff but i still have other qualities ok! wait and see. i will prove to YOU and YOU xP
sadly, i feel so unnatural recently as i have to say i've been too consious about my looks that i sort of cannot behave properly! thats so.. WRONG!! i am trying real hard to go back to my natural self.. HAHAHAH alrite. i sound so ultra mega noob!

HEH and this shall be the last time i complain how tired and how sick i feel about mu current ultra mega busy life. OMG LA! its SOOOOO busy and SOOOO tiring! all i do all day long is dance,do wushu, study, solve frenship probs , handle my studies and handle my feelings. WTH IS ALL THIS?! how can a human handle soooo many things and expected to do well in everything ! do you think im god?! OMG OMG.

haha ok! im done. so that shall be my last. ;D all the best to you, hazel!.

and all the best to everyone else out there!.

ARCHMED! LOLS

it has been a kinda boring day ba. had dance, and had lessons. BORING! but maths lesson was kinda cute! heehee we went out of sch to measure stuff and now i love mr kok's lesson luh! its so niceeee! he showed us plenty of videos regarding digestive system and its REAL NICEE! i want more! haha . the stomach is soo cute luh .
HAHAHA now everytime when i am eating, i will tot bout the digestive system and how food is digested. xD

TATA!

HAHA im back again.
LOLS!



yeah! Jesse McCartney's just so you know. super in love wif it luh!
HAHARs nice nice nice!



and feilunhai + she 's XIN WO!
WOOOooo
poor arron dun have a partner during the dance.. haha! i dun mind being his partner you know! HAHAHAH xD so xin fu luh if oni i stay wif them... hahahaha~ and if only they ask me to marry them!
LOLS LOLS!

oh ya for this year's birhtday wish, i wanna have 20 hot guys standing in a row with number tags. haha so when i call like eg. 4, then no.4 hotty will turn around and let me see his abs !
HAHAHAH nevermind if the face aint so cute.. haha body hot can ler. i can simply focus on the pax. heehee~

YO !
hahars time is passing really fast and things are going real fast.
i wonder if i can catch up with this pace.
nowadays, life aint the same anymore.
not only for me, but for EVERYONE bah..
the government is always asking people to get married and have more children but, how would people wanna have kids when these poor innocent angelic babies will face so much pressure in this faithful society?
i taught jieying's sis, huijing spelling yesterday and i was so shocked!
the words she is learning are like ''full of joy'' , ''organised'' , ''friendship'' , 'excitement''. c'mon lar! this kids are only 8!! when i was 8, i doubt i can spell such words luh.. we were learning words like ''empty'' , 'animal'' and stuff..
poor kids.. why must the society put so much pressure on them? HELLLOOO even if you want to groom these kids into talented people in future, dont u think you should at least slow down the pace slightly?..
HAHAHHA i sound so.. MATURE!
heex.
hazel ang not bad arh! xP

and i dont think it is right to like discriminate your frens in your blog lor. wont you feel hurt?! its not like a blog is a personal thing.. its something everyone can see and anyone who you may not know so why let everyone know such personal things?! maybe we students must make some changes in ourselves. im not specifically pointing this to anyone, its just something i feel. cos i noe i am such a person too. there are time where you could not hold on to your anger and simply have to let everything out in your blog. BUT c'mon its public...

HELLO PEOPLE!
LOLS in a month - 1 day, its gonna be valentine's day!
hahars.
well. its gonna be another year celebrating without a date i guess...
yeah thats how pathetic i am!
but no lar.. im ot desperate for one or something.
just, well.. curious about how will it feel like.
00oo haha im gonna have drama lessons on 14 feb so yeah..
hahs!
i wonder how will it feel like if singapore celebrate like some foreign countries where people make valentine cards for others and give chocs to others.
i remember i once heard people is either korea or japan( cant remember) give some traditional candies during valentine so if the opposite sex accepts it, it means he/she accepted his/her love! LOL how sweet yeah? and the candy must be handmade orh!
heehee..
imagine if i recieve chocs during valentine's day.. how sweet rite!
HEHEE..
i noe lar!
im aint some pretty girl..
harrsh.
im not so bhb okay!
heeh gotta go chiong my homeworks le.

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!

helloooooo! heehee today went dance and had soooo much fun! i was like so ultra mega zi high luh! i did the ''mary had a little lamb'' dance ,log roll and egg roll.! HEEX and we shake like siaoo faye decided to ''carry'' me up and surprisingly, we do it so well lar! WOOTS! so, we took a video and wah lao! i fers time do till so seductive ok! HEH! be anticipated for our dance okays! ^^

HELLO!
ok it has been freaking long..
=.=
haha
and im no longer emo ler!
HEHS
super busy these days..
wish me gd luck ok!
i gotta do well in EVERYTHING
heehee
KAMPATE HAZEL!
haha
well this is gonna be short.
cos im runnning out of time.
so yeah..
take care everyone!
I LOVE YOUS