AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
im VERY excited! YAYS!
oh man please bless me not to see *u noe* please please!
i really scared lor.
heehee
wat if i get home sick?! OMG
every dancers must gimme hug hug ok! er.. aleast almost all? =x
and i'll give u hug hug if u need it too! heeheex if u want me lar~~ heh
i promise to bathe and scrub and soak and dry 10 times daily! hahas
ok. i've broken another promise made for myself immediately after i finish writing the previous sentence. hahah!
oh gawd!
my dearest dancers! i hope all of u are prepared! well. i am for sure! ok at least almos... heehee im oni left without my yoko yoko!
haha the old bottle oni left with a little and i think its kinda gross u noe. during the teachers' day dance practice some used it on the legs...
hahaha ok la oso got my leg ma xD
nvm bout taT~~
but i heard china's training is tiring so bettter buy new 1 for incase!
i wanted to buy the salonplast or wadever thats called... haha u noe the plaster thing where u paste onto the areas of ur body that aches and sore? the 1 the hotty SE7EN used in prince hours where he placed 6 of those on the floor and he lie down so it can be sticked onto his back? hahaha awwww~~ se7en! imagine if he happened to be touring in qingdao and saw my performance and saw me and met us backstage and i can take pics wif him! oMG dowan! later he will see me wif monkey ears and pimply face. hahaha
Friday, November 30, 2007
hello.
ok im emo.
i promised myself that i will cry as much as i want until i fall asleep and wake up feeling as hyper and happy as usual. but i broke my promise. i didnt. i woke up feeling as bad as yesterday and maybe even worst.nothing seems to be right and some how i cant trust any single one. its like i kept feeling betrayed and i know trouble is right ahead. i may still laugh and joke but deep down im bitter. shattering away. YES i need comforting words. but whats the point of telling me how much u care and want me to be happy when it is all just rubbish that isnt true anyway?...why are people always hurting at 1 go? i told myself i MUST be strong.but i am not. so i broke my own promise first. i guess its all ME. ME.ME.ME.ME.ME! how can i blame others for hurting me by breaking their promises when i cannot even keep promises made to MYSELF. yes thats how fucked up i am. im sorry georgina. i was wrong, everyone doesnt deserve the word fucking except for the person who told me, me. im just soo soo tired. can this just be a horrifying dream so i can wake up soon? please? i will be going to qingdao tommorow but im so fucking emo and sad. but will my tears bring away my sorrows? will a hug bring away my sorrows? what will? nothing? will sorries help? i dunnoe. im tired.
LEAVE ME ALONE
ok im emo.
i promised myself that i will cry as much as i want until i fall asleep and wake up feeling as hyper and happy as usual. but i broke my promise. i didnt. i woke up feeling as bad as yesterday and maybe even worst.nothing seems to be right and some how i cant trust any single one. its like i kept feeling betrayed and i know trouble is right ahead. i may still laugh and joke but deep down im bitter. shattering away. YES i need comforting words. but whats the point of telling me how much u care and want me to be happy when it is all just rubbish that isnt true anyway?...why are people always hurting at 1 go? i told myself i MUST be strong.but i am not. so i broke my own promise first. i guess its all ME. ME.ME.ME.ME.ME! how can i blame others for hurting me by breaking their promises when i cannot even keep promises made to MYSELF. yes thats how fucked up i am. im sorry georgina. i was wrong, everyone doesnt deserve the word fucking except for the person who told me, me. im just soo soo tired. can this just be a horrifying dream so i can wake up soon? please? i will be going to qingdao tommorow but im so fucking emo and sad. but will my tears bring away my sorrows? will a hug bring away my sorrows? what will? nothing? will sorries help? i dunnoe. im tired.
LEAVE ME ALONE
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
YOLOH!
heees thats my self-created way of saying hi! LOLS and its new.
and from this post, this hour this minute this second onwards, i'm going to use PROPER ''in-ge-li-shi'' xD
ok. this are some highlights from 19 nov - 27 nov (:
wow it has been 8 days since i blogged. WOOTS
19 nov
i was suppose to have tuition with jian yu but he smsed and said he was sick. i told him to call me when he is feeling better but he did not. SHUCKS he is so irresponsible.! if he dont want any help, why must he even give me false hope which made me wonder what can i do with the money. QIAN BIAN! yes. im pissed with it. as i was saying, i didnt go for tuition and went for prefects meeting. ms wong came and ''surpirised'' us. yeah i didnt tie my hair up so kena reprimanded =x jeremy wore jeans so he was forced to change. HOHO. i made jieying & hazeLINE wait for like almost an hour? SORRY GALS! we went for lunch and after that, we met peiwen & sherwin. <3 to peiwen! heehee well something awful happended after that and i dun wanna get reminded of it. GOSH! after that, i went off first to meet lixuan and headed to mac to see her eat =.=. then we headed to eunos CC for the ''dance of reflection 3'' yeah i once performed in it. hahas its was SUPER rush la! but its fun de! <3 and it made me feel like returning to eunos CC for extra dance lessons. but i decided not to now. especially when im not VERY commited to DANCE'MJR (LOVES!) and wushu. plus, i need to buck up in my scinces in order to continue to survive in the first class.
23 nov
we had dance today. YAYS! but i was sore all over so the stretching part hurts like hell =x. after that, we started our practice on the malay dance and it was kinda embarrasing... the music, the scarf , the steps and all. its the first time we practiced this dance infront of others ok! *stress* dance was suppose to end at 12noon but janet wanted to continue and brush up the steps so we ended at 4++ 5.
the poor girl had to rush home to bathe and rush to her fren's party. yeah thats how commited a chairman is....*WOW* xD haha so the 10 of us took turns to teach adrienne and tanah. must buck up okay! i noe u gers are trying hard ler ^^ <3 hahas i slacked er.. alot. =x so azura and i were the kpos and we sat wif janet,haziqah and vivian and listened to their stories. heehee xD it seemed like im retarded or wat la.! haha i cant catch what janet is saying and i will end up laughing and ''huh?!'' LOLS so poor haziqah have to explain all over. *OPPS* chingqi was asleep so when she woke up she look kinda in a bad mood? poor girl. yeah. i hope the misunderstandings among the seniors and me are over? ok maybe its not misunderstandings but should i say conflicts. yeah but really, im not that sort (: oh ya i lost my fone and gorgor went all the way to amk to get it. THANKS GOR! I LOVE YOU. and poor peiwen is sick, awwww it breaks my heart ok!
24 nov
dad and i went for the qingdao trip briefing. GAWD! had to wake up soo early.
hahasand daddy was a little embarassing, he kept giving suggestion to miss ng. =x but he was only trying to help, so yeah. heehe and daddy convince miss ng to allow me to wear my contact lenses. HORRAY TO DADDY! after that, we went to fetch mummy and went home to get ready for grandma's bday. and u noe wat?! its also peiwen's granny's birthday! OMG RITE?! so for 13 years i have been singing happy birthday not only to MY granny but also to PEIWEN'S granny! heehee so cool rite?! wooohooo~ haha we were the earliest to reach the hotel and it was freezing cold! haha so the dinner started and we had alcohol. yeap 13 and above! HAHA so only ryanne(my cutie cousin) is forbitted to drink. but she is a goodie goodie girl and claim she will only start drinking at the age of 31! haha we shall see about tat. xD and i love the apple wine so i drank and drank until i was super red. eeeyeer i got my daddy's redness haha but i dun care! i got slightly tipsy and became talkative. im usually a guai guai nu when im with my family .. so yeahh HHAHAH! yes hazel has her quiet time too =x
25 nov
mummy and daddy promised me to bring me out for shopping for qingdao trip. but in the end, mummy went to play mj at 2! i was so farking pissed off la. i hate ppl to break promises. broken promiese = lies! eeyeeer...! and when i told her she broke her promise she said dad allowed her to play. c'mon la! if daddy says no, mummy sure buay song de lor. so i wasnt happy the whole day. I HATE IT! anyway i bot a nike shoe, 2 track pants (dance use), 1 jeans, 1 purple sling back, toiletries and heat packs! LoLS so yeah i bot loads.
ok i dowan to post le. yeah its freaking long. NVM WADEVer
*BYELOH!
*F.Y.I:it means bye. xD
heees thats my self-created way of saying hi! LOLS and its new.
and from this post, this hour this minute this second onwards, i'm going to use PROPER ''in-ge-li-shi'' xD
ok. this are some highlights from 19 nov - 27 nov (:
wow it has been 8 days since i blogged. WOOTS
19 nov
i was suppose to have tuition with jian yu but he smsed and said he was sick. i told him to call me when he is feeling better but he did not. SHUCKS he is so irresponsible.! if he dont want any help, why must he even give me false hope which made me wonder what can i do with the money. QIAN BIAN! yes. im pissed with it. as i was saying, i didnt go for tuition and went for prefects meeting. ms wong came and ''surpirised'' us. yeah i didnt tie my hair up so kena reprimanded =x jeremy wore jeans so he was forced to change. HOHO. i made jieying & hazeLINE wait for like almost an hour? SORRY GALS! we went for lunch and after that, we met peiwen & sherwin. <3 to peiwen! heehee well something awful happended after that and i dun wanna get reminded of it. GOSH! after that, i went off first to meet lixuan and headed to mac to see her eat =.=. then we headed to eunos CC for the ''dance of reflection 3'' yeah i once performed in it. hahas its was SUPER rush la! but its fun de! <3 and it made me feel like returning to eunos CC for extra dance lessons. but i decided not to now. especially when im not VERY commited to DANCE'MJR (LOVES!) and wushu. plus, i need to buck up in my scinces in order to continue to survive in the first class.
23 nov
we had dance today. YAYS! but i was sore all over so the stretching part hurts like hell =x. after that, we started our practice on the malay dance and it was kinda embarrasing... the music, the scarf , the steps and all. its the first time we practiced this dance infront of others ok! *stress* dance was suppose to end at 12noon but janet wanted to continue and brush up the steps so we ended at 4++ 5.
the poor girl had to rush home to bathe and rush to her fren's party. yeah thats how commited a chairman is....*WOW* xD haha so the 10 of us took turns to teach adrienne and tanah. must buck up okay! i noe u gers are trying hard ler ^^ <3 hahas i slacked er.. alot. =x so azura and i were the kpos and we sat wif janet,haziqah and vivian and listened to their stories. heehee xD it seemed like im retarded or wat la.! haha i cant catch what janet is saying and i will end up laughing and ''huh?!'' LOLS so poor haziqah have to explain all over. *OPPS* chingqi was asleep so when she woke up she look kinda in a bad mood? poor girl. yeah. i hope the misunderstandings among the seniors and me are over? ok maybe its not misunderstandings but should i say conflicts. yeah but really, im not that sort (: oh ya i lost my fone and gorgor went all the way to amk to get it. THANKS GOR! I LOVE YOU. and poor peiwen is sick, awwww it breaks my heart ok!
24 nov
dad and i went for the qingdao trip briefing. GAWD! had to wake up soo early.
hahasand daddy was a little embarassing, he kept giving suggestion to miss ng. =x but he was only trying to help, so yeah. heehe and daddy convince miss ng to allow me to wear my contact lenses. HORRAY TO DADDY! after that, we went to fetch mummy and went home to get ready for grandma's bday. and u noe wat?! its also peiwen's granny's birthday! OMG RITE?! so for 13 years i have been singing happy birthday not only to MY granny but also to PEIWEN'S granny! heehee so cool rite?! wooohooo~ haha we were the earliest to reach the hotel and it was freezing cold! haha so the dinner started and we had alcohol. yeap 13 and above! HAHA so only ryanne(my cutie cousin) is forbitted to drink. but she is a goodie goodie girl and claim she will only start drinking at the age of 31! haha we shall see about tat. xD and i love the apple wine so i drank and drank until i was super red. eeeyeer i got my daddy's redness haha but i dun care! i got slightly tipsy and became talkative. im usually a guai guai nu when im with my family .. so yeahh HHAHAH! yes hazel has her quiet time too =x
25 nov
mummy and daddy promised me to bring me out for shopping for qingdao trip. but in the end, mummy went to play mj at 2! i was so farking pissed off la. i hate ppl to break promises. broken promiese = lies! eeyeeer...! and when i told her she broke her promise she said dad allowed her to play. c'mon la! if daddy says no, mummy sure buay song de lor. so i wasnt happy the whole day. I HATE IT! anyway i bot a nike shoe, 2 track pants (dance use), 1 jeans, 1 purple sling back, toiletries and heat packs! LoLS so yeah i bot loads.
ok i dowan to post le. yeah its freaking long. NVM WADEVer
*BYELOH!
*F.Y.I:it means bye. xD
Sunday, November 18, 2007
ok. hello people again!
now its a post to vent my anger on SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO HELPFUL.
okay this may not have any concern to me, BUT it happened on my bestfren so its my duty to help. call me a kpo. i dun give a damn.!
although guy likes girl A but why must girl B & C ask A to accept. ok its wrong, it should be called pestering.! come on... if the guy likes A he should be the one to ask for stead but not chicken out.! it WONT impress a ger okay! and even if A accepts u , she is sure to break ur heart 1 day as she didnt accept u becos she love you but she accepted u becos your frens kept pestering her. how silly is that?! and B & C if u are true frens to guy, u should actually show him support bu encouraging him to ask for stead but not pester the ger he likes. and guy, STOP being a whinnie and keep spreading the fact tat A have a boyfriend.. it doesnt help okay?! it makes A dislike you more... c'mon people~~~!!!
now for another story.
seriously i dun understand why some teenagers these days are acting like gangsters and always finding faults on others. and how silly for those who are ''bullied'' to continue being their frens when its obvious they are NOT true frens?! teenagers always find fault on others just because of small matters and why must those silly people touch the bullies' properties?! there are MANY of those in the world okay! if u wanna be a flirt, go somewhere else la! why are u always touching the bullies' property?? and bullies,stop picking on weaker people.. it doesnt prove that u are a powerful person it just prove to others that u are an arrogant, prove fellow.
lastly,
why are these girls showing off how close they are with their stead to another girl who isnt even close to her. worst still, the guys' ex! dun u think its silly?! why tell the girl you guys kissed. and worst still for the first time for half a second. IS THAT SOMETHING TO BE PROUD?! i dun think so luh.. and why continue saying then u guys hold hands then hug. HELOOO~!?! i dun see a point ok! and why say '' u can have any guy in the world but not ______________'' diao luh!
now its a post to vent my anger on SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO HELPFUL.
okay this may not have any concern to me, BUT it happened on my bestfren so its my duty to help. call me a kpo. i dun give a damn.!
although guy likes girl A but why must girl B & C ask A to accept. ok its wrong, it should be called pestering.! come on... if the guy likes A he should be the one to ask for stead but not chicken out.! it WONT impress a ger okay! and even if A accepts u , she is sure to break ur heart 1 day as she didnt accept u becos she love you but she accepted u becos your frens kept pestering her. how silly is that?! and B & C if u are true frens to guy, u should actually show him support bu encouraging him to ask for stead but not pester the ger he likes. and guy, STOP being a whinnie and keep spreading the fact tat A have a boyfriend.. it doesnt help okay?! it makes A dislike you more... c'mon people~~~!!!
now for another story.
seriously i dun understand why some teenagers these days are acting like gangsters and always finding faults on others. and how silly for those who are ''bullied'' to continue being their frens when its obvious they are NOT true frens?! teenagers always find fault on others just because of small matters and why must those silly people touch the bullies' properties?! there are MANY of those in the world okay! if u wanna be a flirt, go somewhere else la! why are u always touching the bullies' property?? and bullies,stop picking on weaker people.. it doesnt prove that u are a powerful person it just prove to others that u are an arrogant, prove fellow.
lastly,
why are these girls showing off how close they are with their stead to another girl who isnt even close to her. worst still, the guys' ex! dun u think its silly?! why tell the girl you guys kissed. and worst still for the first time for half a second. IS THAT SOMETHING TO BE PROUD?! i dun think so luh.. and why continue saying then u guys hold hands then hug. HELOOO~!?! i dun see a point ok! and why say '' u can have any guy in the world but not ______________'' diao luh!
HELLO PEOPLE!
lols nv blog for a long long long time.. haha i got hundred of pics to blog..
yeah so OMT
hahhas
lets start with the most bah...
heex
class party was just over not long.. and here are the pics!
laopo look so cute wif mogu hor?
clara has retro sense too!
as usual... hahas his sense of fashion NEVER change... not even in a retro theme
even ely ma can do the retro tango!
our lovable OGL fangqi!!!
ever wondered how guigui look wif retro?
he simply do not understand the term RETRO
thankfully meimei understands the term RETRO
ong zhen a.k.a mao mao <33
most gers' fave. but NOT mine ;D
we were trying to be cool xD
mr muhammad wanna prove he looks younger than seng yong but too bad he only proved that he ''lovees'' taking pics EYES SHUT
awww...our lovely mrs chan is PREGNENT!
big thank you for the guitar performance!!
at least he came ya??..
hanrou claims tat remy looks like a driver but i think he look like pirated PCK(w/o mole ;D)
seng yong wanted me to stick SHOOTING STARS on his shirt to make him look retro =x
he is actually a NICE GUY x)
after many shots this looks the BEST -.- YES! u should suspect my foto taking skills
waynie's artificial co. ''best silicon sale!''
she played bubble wif me xD
pei jing and me ((:
zheng ting wandered around the party THE WHOLE DAY XD
the party was fun overall and well... its filled with fun and beautiful memories! thank you 1c-ers for colouring part of my memories. ^^ haha shamil & hanrou will always be remembered!!! hahas ok la now summarise some parts of the party to share my joy! HAHAHA
this was when the party was still not ready. we got into the function room and i saw 3 large tables. i didnt noe its table tennis table so i took it. when i place it near the wall, the table dropped and jieying helped be put it up BUT it dropped again and now there are cracks =x the boys came to help and the security came in. scold and scold... irritating luh! while we were eating our lunch, the security kept coming in so jie ying shouted ''oi! can leave us alone anot?'' so hazeline added ''ya la! very disturbing u noe!'' i was like OMG?! haha so she left. SORRY SECURITY! then we did decorations. we used many strimmers on the entrance(yes!to block the security's view xP) soon, the party started... we started calling nabil to dance and he danced a little... i went forward to on the music louder and everyone started shouting ''HAZEL!HAZEL!HAZEL!'' i was so OMG?! haha and guess wats the song?
gimme gimme, gimme gimme,gimmie MORE~~ yes that britney spears song OMG la i hate that slutty song lor. but i must make the qi fen ma.. so bo bian i dance so
SO SUPER DUI LIAN LOR! hahas
after that we called hanrou to dance but she came out and nv dance -.- hahas! next, we moved away the chairs and started our dancee!
B VS G!
but it didnt work out... hahas
so in the end it was food-break!
i got kinda emo cos i was disappointed(the gers so super not enthu lor ): )
BUT suprisingly, after that, the gers all became enthu and we danced retro!
haha the boys all gong diao luh!
nabil didnt noe how to dance retro so i taught him. he got frighten(i was SUPER HYPER!)hahaha
the gers danced sooo much till my leg was sore la!
-----skipped----------
after the party ended, i stayed back to pack uup the place. jieying,hazeline,minqi,leonard,dc,zeeyee and mr ling stayed too.THANKs!
too bad i went off soon.. leonard helped me carry my heavy speakers to my dad's car. HAHA THANKS PAPA!(referring to leonard)
recently, jieying called me to chat and she said a rat ran out after i left...
HENG ARH!!! hahaha
BUT! they played true or dare ):
hahas and they had funky dares! now i noe who to play true or dare wif... HAHAHS
WOOTS! okay better stop here. i noe its a draggy post xD
lols nv blog for a long long long time.. haha i got hundred of pics to blog..
yeah so OMT
hahhas
lets start with the most bah...
heex
class party was just over not long.. and here are the pics!
laopo look so cute wif mogu hor?
clara has retro sense too!
as usual... hahas his sense of fashion NEVER change... not even in a retro theme
even ely ma can do the retro tango!
our lovable OGL fangqi!!!
ever wondered how guigui look wif retro?
he simply do not understand the term RETRO
thankfully meimei understands the term RETRO
ong zhen a.k.a mao mao <33
most gers' fave. but NOT mine ;D
we were trying to be cool xD
mr muhammad wanna prove he looks younger than seng yong but too bad he only proved that he ''lovees'' taking pics EYES SHUT
awww...our lovely mrs chan is PREGNENT!
big thank you for the guitar performance!!
at least he came ya??..
hanrou claims tat remy looks like a driver but i think he look like pirated PCK(w/o mole ;D)
seng yong wanted me to stick SHOOTING STARS on his shirt to make him look retro =x
he is actually a NICE GUY x)
after many shots this looks the BEST -.- YES! u should suspect my foto taking skills
waynie's artificial co. ''best silicon sale!''
she played bubble wif me xD
pei jing and me ((:
zheng ting wandered around the party THE WHOLE DAY XD
the party was fun overall and well... its filled with fun and beautiful memories! thank you 1c-ers for colouring part of my memories. ^^ haha shamil & hanrou will always be remembered!!! hahas ok la now summarise some parts of the party to share my joy! HAHAHA
this was when the party was still not ready. we got into the function room and i saw 3 large tables. i didnt noe its table tennis table so i took it. when i place it near the wall, the table dropped and jieying helped be put it up BUT it dropped again and now there are cracks =x the boys came to help and the security came in. scold and scold... irritating luh! while we were eating our lunch, the security kept coming in so jie ying shouted ''oi! can leave us alone anot?'' so hazeline added ''ya la! very disturbing u noe!'' i was like OMG?! haha so she left. SORRY SECURITY! then we did decorations. we used many strimmers on the entrance(yes!to block the security's view xP) soon, the party started... we started calling nabil to dance and he danced a little... i went forward to on the music louder and everyone started shouting ''HAZEL!HAZEL!HAZEL!'' i was so OMG?! haha and guess wats the song?
gimme gimme, gimme gimme,gimmie MORE~~ yes that britney spears song OMG la i hate that slutty song lor. but i must make the qi fen ma.. so bo bian i dance so
SO SUPER DUI LIAN LOR! hahas
after that we called hanrou to dance but she came out and nv dance -.- hahas! next, we moved away the chairs and started our dancee!
B VS G!
but it didnt work out... hahas
so in the end it was food-break!
i got kinda emo cos i was disappointed(the gers so super not enthu lor ): )
BUT suprisingly, after that, the gers all became enthu and we danced retro!
haha the boys all gong diao luh!
nabil didnt noe how to dance retro so i taught him. he got frighten(i was SUPER HYPER!)hahaha
the gers danced sooo much till my leg was sore la!
-----skipped----------
after the party ended, i stayed back to pack uup the place. jieying,hazeline,minqi,leonard,dc,zeeyee and mr ling stayed too.THANKs!
too bad i went off soon.. leonard helped me carry my heavy speakers to my dad's car. HAHA THANKS PAPA!(referring to leonard)
recently, jieying called me to chat and she said a rat ran out after i left...
HENG ARH!!! hahaha
BUT! they played true or dare ):
hahas and they had funky dares! now i noe who to play true or dare wif... HAHAHS
WOOTS! okay better stop here. i noe its a draggy post xD
